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Weeks' highs and lows

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Highs: I went to my 25 year highschool reunion class of 1976. I wasn’t going to but was talked into it by an old friend who drove me there and back. i am very glad!!!!It was just So amazing.Too short but wonderful.I didn’t remember how lovely all those people were and how close we were.Couldn’t recognise 70% of the men tho until their name tag was in view and their mannerisms showed thru.:-) Lows: The reunion was a short break from 24/7 anxiety and depression.Unfortunately the palps. etc are back in full force( weeks now) and of course the let down after the party is BIG. Shrink has put me on a med regime for 2 weeks. I will call in here from time to time. helski

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Cool!  She’s not a pink Cadillac by chance, is she?  Like that song…..? : ) kat "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> wrote in message

news:AUBK7.61154$Z2.916137@nnrp1.uunet.ca… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> she is coming along swimmingly – excellent motor and body – leather interior > is still in great shape – a paintjob and redye of the leather seats and she > will be ghetto fabulous > — > RB > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > "Kat" <kathi…@frontiernet.net> wrote in message > news:tvl9671q06bgd5@corp.supernews.com… > > good!  it’s not the same without ya around here.  how’s the caddy coming > > anyways? > > i love old cars.  i’ve got a ‘78 dodge ramcharger that’s just sooo > > me….guess i just have a thing for visor lights, or whatever it is you > call > > them. > > kat > > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> wrote in message > > news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > > hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > > > — > > > RB > > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > > > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about > > 2.5 > > > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills > > became > > > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at > > the > > > VA, > > > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be. They > > > found > > > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as > nothing > > > else > > > > works. > > > > What’s this pain patch? > > > > Best, > > > > Lu > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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she is coming along swimmingly – excellent motor and body – leather interior is still in great shape – a paintjob and redye of the leather seats and she will be ghetto fabulous — RB gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia "Kat" <kathi…@frontiernet.net> wrote in message

news:tvl9671q06bgd5@corp.supernews.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> good!  it’s not the same without ya around here.  how’s the caddy coming > anyways? > i love old cars.  i’ve got a ‘78 dodge ramcharger that’s just sooo > me….guess i just have a thing for visor lights, or whatever it is you call > them. > kat > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> wrote in message > news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > > — > > RB > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about > 2.5 > > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills > became > > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at > the > > VA, > > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They > > found > > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing > > else > > > works. > > > What’s this pain patch? > > > Best, > > > Lu > > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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happpppy buuuurrrttthdayyyyayyya tewwwww yewwwww = thankyuh – thankyuh verah muchah — RB gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia "Ahote" <ah…@aol.com> wrote in message

news:20011120113216.10775.00001384@mb-mq.aol.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Today’s my b’day. No comments please :) > Regressing, want to see Harry Potter. > Put up a webpage in 10 mins, any friendlies want to see it, I’ll send link. > Shannon

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if you find out how – let me know ok? :-) — RB gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia "sis" <lowies.pbr…@spray.se> wrote in message

news:hrAK7.4864$y02.13961@nntpserver.swip.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Highs: Finally, after 3 years of procrastination, > I’ve got myself together to start going to the Artist’s Graphic Workshop, > and, lo and behold, started working there! I feel completely happy, extatic, > and like this is what I want to do with the rest of my life. > Lows: Worked for 18 hours in two days, and immediately got anxiety symptoms > and sleep problems back. When am I going to learn to take it easy and be > balanced? > Hugs, Lotte > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet > news:N8vK7.60954$Z2.912938@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > thanks a lot lotte :-) > > — > > RB > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > "sis" <lowies.pbr…@spray.se> wrote in message > > news:G7hK7.4760$y02.13356@nntpserver.swip.net… > > > Hi Rudi, > > > good to see you back again! > > > Lotte > > > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet > > > news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > > > hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > > > > — > > > > RB > > > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > > > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > > > > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > > > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was > about > > > 2.5 > > > > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills > > > became > > > > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > > > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI > at > > > the > > > > VA, > > > > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be. > They > > > > found > > > > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as > > nothing > > > > else > > > > > works. > > > > > What’s this pain patch? > > > > > Best, > > > > > Lu > > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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>Lost my cell phone. Usually tripping over the damn thing, have even been known

to try and change the tv channels with it.>> WWWWOOOOWWWW What meds are YOU on hon??? Hehehehe Kristine – enjoying kid free weekend with hubby =)

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> Rudy- I miss you!

Me too Shannon.  : ( kat

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>Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about 2.5 >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills became >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’.

I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the VA, but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They found nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing else works.   What’s this pain patch? Best, Lu http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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Hi Luanne! > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the VA, > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They found > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing else > works.

Sounds like fibromyalgia (sp?).  Group had a little talk about soft muscle pain and PTSD last week.  It’s a ‘killer’ with no cure … seems to get worse with stress. :/ > What’s this pain patch?

Got no idea. Smile and there will be something to smile about! Nancy

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"Nancy" <ki…@cris.com> wrote in message

news:9tb714$3d4@dispatch.concentric.net… > Hi Luanne! > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the > VA, > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They > found > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing > else > > works. > Sounds like fibromyalgia (sp?).  Group had a little talk about soft muscle > pain and PTSD last week.  It’s a ‘killer’ with no cure … seems to get > worse with stress. :/

IMHO, PTSD and fibromyalgia are over-lapping disorders, possibly caused by the same sorts of dysfunction, but being expressed somewhat differently in different people. In the second segment of the "Supplements for PTSD" I’ll get into the chronic pain angle more. One of the problems with opiate pain therapy is that the body adjusts to the opiate by down-regulating the pain-suppression receptor sites. You can prevent that effect by taking dextromethorphan, a semi-synthetic opioid which has little psychoactive effect at lower doses. Dextromethorphan was developed to replace codeine in the anti-tussive medications (cough suppressant) used for respiratory tract infections. You can get DXM over the net at https://ssl4.crystaltech.com/healthcarepharma/ There’s nothing illegal about DXM. It’s not a controlled substance, but the only place I’ve found to obtain it as a pure substance happens to be Thailand. > > What’s this pain patch? > Got no idea.

It’s called Duragesic, a trans-dermal delivery system for fentanyl. Here’s a link: http://www.duragesic.com/discovering/content.htm – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Smile and there will be something to smile about! > Nancy

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hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) — RB gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message

news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about 2.5 > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills became > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the VA, > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They found > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing else > works. > What’s this pain patch? > Best, > Lu > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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Hi Rudi, good to see you back again! Lotte "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > — > RB > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about 2.5 > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills became > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the > VA, > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They > found > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing > else > > works. > > What’s this pain patch? > > Best, > > Lu > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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thanks a lot lotte :-) — RB gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia "sis" <lowies.pbr…@spray.se> wrote in message

news:G7hK7.4760$y02.13356@nntpserver.swip.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hi Rudi, > good to see you back again! > Lotte > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet > news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > > — > > RB > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about > 2.5 > > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills > became > > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at > the > > VA, > > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They > > found > > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing > > else > > > works. > > > What’s this pain patch? > > > Best, > > > Lu > > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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Hi Shannon! > Today’s my b’day. No comments please :) > Regressing, want to see Harry Potter. > Put up a webpage in 10 mins, any friendlies want to see it, I’ll send link. > Shannon

I saw Monsters Inc last week. Much to my kids’ amusement, I had trouble following the plot. :-) ) I’d love to see your site. Hannah

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good!  it’s not the same without ya around here.  how’s the caddy coming anyways? i love old cars.  i’ve got a ‘78 dodge ramcharger that’s just sooo me….guess i just have a thing for visor lights, or whatever it is you call them. kat "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> wrote in message

news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > — > RB > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about 2.5 > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills became > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at the > VA, > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be.  They > found > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as nothing > else > > works. > > What’s this pain patch? > > Best, > > Lu > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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hi Shannon, since i can’t sing you the "b" song, how bout this? M I C K E Y M O U S E Mickey Mouse!!! Donal Duck!!!  (ad lib here, quack qauck) okay.  that’s all i know  : )  i want to see harry potter too, so that makes two of us "regressing".  *grinning* and yeah, i’d like to see your website.  10 minutes, huh?  wow, unbelievable.  took me 2 weeks to figure out how to block sender, lol. kat "Ahote" <ah…@aol.com> wrote in message

news:20011120113216.10775.00001384@mb-mq.aol.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Today’s my b’day. No comments please :) > Regressing, want to see Harry Potter. > Put up a webpage in 10 mins, any friendlies want to see it, I’ll send link. > Shannon

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Highs: Finally, after 3 years of procrastination, I’ve got myself together to start going to the Artist’s Graphic Workshop, and, lo and behold, started working there! I feel completely happy, extatic, and like this is what I want to do with the rest of my life. Lows: Worked for 18 hours in two days, and immediately got anxiety symptoms and sleep problems back. When am I going to learn to take it easy and be balanced? Hugs, Lotte "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet news:N8vK7.60954$Z2.912938@nnrp1.uunet.ca… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> thanks a lot lotte :-) > — > RB > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > "sis" <lowies.pbr…@spray.se> wrote in message > news:G7hK7.4760$y02.13356@nntpserver.swip.net… > > Hi Rudi, > > good to see you back again! > > Lotte > > "Rudolph Berthold" <rberth…@canada.com> skrev i meddelandet > > news:5JeK7.60583$Z2.905951@nnrp1.uunet.ca… > > > hey gang! I’m still around, just lurkin and workin on my caddy :-) > > > — > > > RB > > > gli angeli sono caduto da cielo come pioggia > > > "LuanneP" <luan…@aol.comelately> wrote in message > > > news:20011119081806.08822.00000590@mb-cq.aol.com… > > > > >Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about > > 2.5 > > > > >weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills > > became > > > > >longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. > > > > I’m having some problems with my neck…all summer now.  Had an MRI at > > the > > > VA, > > > > but of course, no phone call as to what the "problem" might be. They > > > found > > > > nothing with an X-Ray.  I’ve been taking vicodin for the pain as > nothing > > > else > > > > works. > > > > What’s this pain patch? > > > > Best, > > > > Lu > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannep/adoption.htm > > > > http://members.aol.com/luannemarie/capage2.htm

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OK Lows: I’m tired of being traumatized when folks (mainly men lately) come here to work.  I seem to huddle in a daze and get so distracted that I make no progress anywhere. :/ Highs: looks like the building visits have stopped … Monday they will scrub down the new brick with water and brooms, I make my last payment and peacefulness might just descend upon my home! Smile and there will be something to smile about! Nancy

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Lows:  losing time again, neuropathies really annoying.  can’t feel my hands or feet much at all any more.  and that’s with 1600mg Neurontin a day. guess i’m going to have to see doc about upping the dose. highs:  started giving a young girl riding lessons, she loves it, and it makes me happy too.  seeing a kid grinning as much as she does, it’s like a warm fuzzy.  : )  weather’s been so nice, it’s been wonderful!  oh yeah, got some more watercolor paints last week, and a couple of new brushes that i’d been wanting.  and more birch plywood to stretch my paper on.  : ) kat "BaliKris" <balik…@aol.comzipspam> wrote in message

news:20011116162014.19300.00000492@mb-ch.aol.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hmmm….lows is easy, the invasion here at astp sucked.  Other low is pretty > normal for me, chronic pain. > However, my HIGH is very promising…a new pain medication treatment known as > the pain patch.  Its a 72 hour medication that has been putting me at about a > "5" on the pain scale so doc upped it yesterday. I’m hoping and praying that > the doubled dose will put me at a 1 or 2 someday =) > The other high was a great visit back home at mom’s. The house she’s in has > been in our family since before I was born and it restores and rests my soul to > go visit her there.  My girl also loves it because granny is great and she has > more critters there that the kiddo loves. We got to take mom’s pooch to the > groomer and he looked like another dog when he was done. He needed it badly and > I was so happy to be able to help her out by doing it for her and for the > kiddo.  Pooch is happy, kid’s happy (going camping w/troop in an hour) and > mom’s happy (a whole weekend w/no kid!) > So how about the rest of us?? > Kristine

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Hi Shannon! > Nancy- Your low confused me until I read your high <G> > Are you pain free yet?

Forgot to post it when I went off the Vicodin, I guess.  It was about 2.5 weeks ago, I think.  The pain receeded and the time between pills became longer and longer.  I have half a bottle left in my ‘pain stash’. Now I’m waiting for the feeling to return around my teeth.  Every day I can feel a little more, but I am still not ‘there’ yet.  Actually, I don’t know how much feeling I will get back … forgot to ask. What I missed was the daze with the Vicodin … the men doing all the building didn’t bother me half as much when I was on Vicodin.  No more haze, bigger stress reaction. :/ Thanks for asking. Smile and there will be something to smile about! Nancy

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Lows: my daughter has been into emerg twice this week for a racing heart. It’s definitely something "electrical"; she’s probably okay but lots of tests to be done now. I’ve had sky-high anxiety and a worsening of symptoms and a new flashback, and I’m just so worried. Highs: The support from friends I’ve had through the week. Just found out that someone I know knows a great paediatric cardiologist, and hopefully I can get a referral. Glad to hear how everyone’s doing. Hannah

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Hmmm….lows is easy, the invasion here at astp sucked.  Other low is pretty normal for me, chronic pain. However, my HIGH is very promising…a new pain medication treatment known as the pain patch.  Its a 72 hour medication that has been putting me at about a "5" on the pain scale so doc upped it yesterday. I’m hoping and praying that the doubled dose will put me at a 1 or 2 someday =) The other high was a great visit back home at mom’s. The house she’s in has been in our family since before I was born and it restores and rests my soul to go visit her there.  My girl also loves it because granny is great and she has more critters there that the kiddo loves. We got to take mom’s pooch to the groomer and he looked like another dog when he was done. He needed it badly and I was so happy to be able to help her out by doing it for her and for the kiddo.  Pooch is happy, kid’s happy (going camping w/troop in an hour) and mom’s happy (a whole weekend w/no kid!) So how about the rest of us?? Kristine

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