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-I’m worried about you Claudia. Are you at risk? Please be honest, and get -help if you need it. Even if you don’t think you’re worth it, or you don’t -think it will help. Please get help if you’re a danger to yourself. for what?
Because I don’t want you to hurt yourself. Even if you can’t see a reason to go on, I can see a reason for you to go on. I don’t know if it’s enough though. -I’m sorry he spent all the money. the truth is his first priority is his own survival. i’m responsible for taking care of my own. i don’t care anymore.
I understand about priorities. I just wish there was enough money to go around. -I know it’s degrading and awful, but you -can always get money from the government or welfare agencies or something if -your situation is really desperate. how many encounters have you had with such agencies? i’ve had plenty. i don’t have the strength to fight them.
I understand. I’m fighting with Centrelink (Aust social security) right now, because they told me there’s nothing wrong with me and that I have chronic fatigue, which I don’t have and have never claimed to have. I know it takes strength. Is there some sort of advocacy group or someone (a lawyer perhaps? – you might be elegable for representation for free) who could fight for you? Or a social worker or someone? I’m just trying to come up with something. -I don’t know how to help. I would send you money, but I know you don’t want -charity, especially from a relative stranger. Besides, with the current -exchange rate, I could send you everything I have and it wouldn’t amount to -much. I hope this doesn’t offend you, that’s not my intention. I’m just -trying to say that I would do anything to help, but I don’t know how. i *do not want or expect anyone to send me any money*.
I know that. I was just trying to demonstrate how much I want to help you. I would do anything, if I thought it would help. I’ve been reading your posts for years, and now that your divorce and other stuff has happened, I really wish I could help. i have to find a reason to want to fight back. that’s the problem. not my ex, not being broke, not even my depression and ptsd. i see no reason to fight anymore. don’t *even* tell me to fight for myself. lay awake night after night knowing you are alone in the world. know it is unlikely you can improve your own situation. know that people aren’t likely to have you around if you are not able to do for yourself. see if *you* feel like fighting.
I’m sorry. I hope there is something that can give you a reason to live, and to fight to make things better. ((((((((Claudia)))))))) I know cyber hugs don’t really help, and probably aren’t even welcome, but I’m sending you one anyway. It’s all I can do. Kylie. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
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does this strike a nerve with you?
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3 that’s what i like , independence .
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The things that will somehow happen when you’re [pl.] dependent on other people forever amaze me. Not conducive to disarmament. Wish I had something bright to say, but no doubt it would tire you. Here’s a virtual hug [*C*], which I don’t usually give. ***
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
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that’s nice . i forgot to mention , no matter what you say , i still do whatever i want .
thats nice
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that’s nice . i forgot to mention , no matter what you say , i still do whatever i want . thats nice
how original , man you are so above me , i just have no response to that , touche , i can tell alot of thought went into your response .
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – that’s nice . i forgot to mention , no matter what you say , i still do whatever i want . thats nice how original , man you are so above me , i just have no response to that , touche , i can tell alot of thought went into your response .
Its because you mean so much to me
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that’s nice .
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that’s nice .
i forgot to mention , no matter what you say , i still do whatever i want .
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi Chimera, Sorry to here the bad news. Men you just cant trust them can you. Well. Don’t take this personally but I am not sure about your situation. I think you said you were in part time work. If that is the case it may be a little more difficult to do but I know the Department of Social Security has something call a crisis loan. you maybe able to get one of those. It does mean that you have to go to the DSS offices and it may take you some time, but if you explain your situation fully to them they should be able to help. You take care now. I do think things are getting on top of you and you must remember self preservation is a must. Little mouse is making a lot of sense there. % can just f off. He is just an asshole. Some people just dont know when to stop. Yours ? the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3 a reliable source has spoken
Youve got it. I live in a house with someone who works at the DSS. If I didnt know anything about it I keep my keyboard shut. Unlike you it would seem. A new nickname perhaps. Instead of % you might try. He who knows nothing and makes sure everyone else knows that only by opening his mouth. ?
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i have to find a reason to want to fight back. that’s the problem. not my ex, not being broke, not even my depression and ptsd. i see no reason to fight anymore. don’t *even* tell me to fight for myself. lay awake night after night knowing you are alone in the world. know it is unlikely you can improve your own situation. know that people aren’t likely to have you around if you are not able to do for yourself. see if *you* feel like fighting.
Sometimes the solution is the problem. Sincerely Stewart — The Metaphor Man *and* The Great Defender of the Self (remove the SPAMBLOCK) Please send me an e-mail copy of your posted response.
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi Chimera, Sorry to here the bad news. Men you just cant trust them can you. Well. Don’t take this personally but I am not sure about your situation. I think you said you were in part time work. If that is the case it may be a little more difficult to do but I know the Department of Social Security has something call a crisis loan. you maybe able to get one of those. It does mean that you have to go to the DSS offices and it may take you some time, but if you explain your situation fully to them they should be able to help. You take care now. I do think things are getting on top of you and you must remember self preservation is a must. Little mouse is making a lot of sense there. % can just f off. He is just an asshole. Some people just dont know when to stop. Yours ? the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
a reliable source has spoken
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – – -that’s what i like , independence . – – fuck off, dave. i am right on the verge of forgetting about – everything, entirely. -i’ll just make a mental note of the way you spoke to me here , -and i’ll refer to it at a later time . ask me if i fucking care. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
no , i don’t think i’ll ask you anything right now , you’re to buzy being helpless .
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Claudia… I wish I could help, but I’m in about the same boat… No funds, can’t even afford to go buy bread unless I hit up my parent’s for a loan – and I HATE doing that! *HUGGS* If you need to talk, if that’d even help, just yell on ICQ.. Christopher – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore.
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Just leave it will you ?
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – -that’s what i like , independence . fuck off, dave. i am right on the verge of forgetting about everything, entirely. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3 i’ll just make a mental note of the way you spoke to me here , and i’ll refer to it at a later time .
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-that’s what i like , independence . fuck off, dave. i am right on the verge of forgetting about everything, entirely. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
i’ll just make a mental note of the way you spoke to me here , and i’ll refer to it at a later time .
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Hi Chimera, Sorry to here the bad news. Men you just cant trust them can you. Well. Don’t take this personally but I am not sure about your situation. I think you said you were in part time work. If that is the case it may be a little more difficult to do but I know the Department of Social Security has something call a crisis loan. you maybe able to get one of those. It does mean that you have to go to the DSS offices and it may take you some time, but if you explain your situation fully to them they should be able to help. You take care now. I do think things are getting on top of you and you must remember self preservation is a must. Little mouse is making a lot of sense there. % can just f off. He is just an asshole. Some people just dont know when to stop. Yours ?
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
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I’m worried about you Claudia. Are you at risk? Please be honest, and get help if you need it. Even if you don’t think you’re worth it, or you don’t think it will help. Please get help if you’re a danger to yourself. I’m sorry he spent all the money. I know it’s degrading and awful, but you can always get money from the government or welfare agencies or something if your situation is really desperate. ((((((((((Claudia))))))))) I don’t know how to help. I would send you money, but I know you don’t want charity, especially from a relative stranger. Besides, with the current exchange rate, I could send you everything I have and it wouldn’t amount to much. I hope this doesn’t offend you, that’s not my intention. I’m just trying to say that I would do anything to help, but I don’t know how. Kylie. — "Yoda of Borg are we: Futile is resistance. Assimilate you, we will".
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
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the ex has spent all his money on bills and there will be nothing for me. i cannot take anymore. — chimera: learned a lot, a lot to learn don’t care if everyone likes me, only care if a few people love me. icq #101774213 aim: BkrChick3
that’s what i like , independence .
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