Question:
clgerald wrote: > Hello, my name is Chrissy and Iam a suicide survivor. I witnessed my > finance shot himself in the temple and he was holding me at the same time. > I watched my soulmate fall to his death and had no way of controlling the > situation. I see these every night of my life. Jan. 23, 1996……..it has > been 3 years but it is getting worse and not better. Iam a single mom with > 2 boys. They are my lifeline but I cant understand these flashbacks and the > fear I feel all the time. I would love to talk with anyone that may be > a suicide survivor or from anyone that suffers from this illness because it > is so very real…………….thanks.
Hello Chrissy, Ouch! I’m very sorry to hear of your loss. I can’t imagine what it was like to go through that. But I can imagine what it would be like to lose my girlfriend. Without trying to trigger you, I know I would feel completely lost. It’s so saddening to me when I hear of people losing their mates. It’s been 3 years… If you don’t mind, can I ask what you have done to relieve your grief? Have you seen a professional, or have you been through any grief counseling, or support groups? You don’t mention any of these in your post. But I know one thing for sure…. The sooner you get help for trauma, the sooner you’ll find relief. I’m not at all trying to tell you what to do. I just know that this sounds like way too much to deal with alone. Best wishes for you and your boys. Peace -G. — Peace is the answer… …wanna’ fight about it? -G. – Everybody is somebody else’s weirdo. – Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down to their level, then beat you with experience.
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Hello, my name is Chrissy and Iam a suicide survivor. I witnessed my finance shot himself in the temple and he was holding me at the same time. I watched my soulmate fall to his death and had no way of controlling the situation. I see these every night of my life. Jan. 23, 1996……..it has been 3 years but it is getting worse and not better. Iam a single mom with 2 boys. They are my lifeline but I cant understand these flashbacks and the fear I feel all the time. I would love to talk with anyone that may be a suicide survivor or from anyone that suffers from this illness because it is so very real…………….thanks.
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