Question:
Ever done any poetry? Only last August when I was coming down from mania and everything I though or said rhymed. 
Try some for me?
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My official dx is Bipolar I on axis 1 and PTSD, and panic disorder on axis 2. labels.. labels.. OH and serial murderer and stalker of psychiatrists but they won’t put that on an axis because then they would have to treat it. 
Everyone needs a hobby.. Im going to bed..feel free to email me at any time, if you wish…contrary to rumour I dont bite!
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[Crossposting trimmed] – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – who cares what Dx ..personally I dont give a toss if you are "borderline" or not.. You have life and spirit… You remember what its like to be on a complete downer though… Hating the world for existing… Maybe everyone has there own timing… Its pointless to compete for whose the most badly done to.. Pity-party as you called it.. Ever done any poetry? The borderline stuff is completely HOppers creation. Please don’t help him to continue to perpetrate that crime against me. It’s all part of Hoppers smear campaign and tactics to pit everyone in ASDM against me. I have never been diagnosed borderline. I have been dx bipolar off and on since the age of 15. My official dx is Bipolar I on axis 1 and PTSD, and panic disorder on axis 2.
This is technically an incorrect diagnosis. Anxiety disorders (e.g. PTSD and Panic Disorder) are always reported on Axis I. Axis II is reserved for personality disorders and mental retardation. Perhaps you were given secondary Axis I diagnoses of PTSD and Panic Disorder.
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"bobwhelan" What doesn’t kill you makes you strong Shawnee.. Something just struck me as rather ironic here Bob. I have never once told any of these people that I have suffered more than they have yet they constantly go around telling me that they have suffered as much or more than I have and then proceed to call my a cry baby. Now I ask who are the real cry babies here?
Gee Shawnee…if you want irony, I think I just read your post about how tough you have it. In fact, I’ll quote: "Yes it’s fun to pick on a single mother of a medically fragile child who has no choice but to live in her ex-husbands house and can not get adequate mental health coverage from her HMO."
Uhhhh…hmmm….I guess that’s not being a "crybaby." Everybody is a fuckhead except you. Right? Oh….and so what. I have no insurance, no hmo and no choice as to who I see for tx. and an awful lot of us struggle with getting to/from/finding any pdoc let alone an "adequate" one, not to mention scraping up the dough for meds that may or may not work no matter how compliant we are. But the majority of us work at "getting better" or maybe I should say, learn and _practice_using_coping skills. No, you never cry about this. Or the stupid police who won’t go after your mother or that ex "Dave’ who’s website you post. Or the nurses who don’t want to deal with you re: meds for indigent. (My thought is probably you don’t qualify but you’d bitch about that too as not being fair.) Or how unfair everyone is on asdm. And how Hopper is trying to make you look bad. Or cry about your hot & cold running bitching with Madgello. Or about whoever else has shown disagreement with you (Sue, Jen, Peter, etc) I see we don’t need andy or his co-horts to sustain us through our feeding frenzy. This makes me sick so I’m off. I’m sure I’ll feel better after I enjoy a HOT day battling So Cal traffic. Have fun you SOB from SoCIAl rasing the energy prices up here in Washington.
More crying and bitching. Better an SOB from socal than a cunt in Washington. I guess our best revenge is our nice 70 degree day, perfect temperature eh?
Washington is a beautiful state altho it’s a little too wet for me (and it _would_ be perfect if _you_ didn’t live there.) God you’re a sourpuss. Are you EVER thankful for what you DO have???? I live in so cal because the of the latitude not the attitude. Give me the heat, traffic, crime and road rage here as long as you’re at the opposite border from me. You are so miserable and you want to spread it around. Thank you sooooo much for sharing your impoverished soul and dismal outlook with me. The others here can speak for themselves but this is my take on it. Whenever anyone is nice to you, you complain. If someone commiserates with you, you complain. You chase off every friendly gesture and you complain. Someone will state plainly and accurately, a description of who you represent yourself to be according to your own posts….and you complain they are attacking you. Picking on you. I believe you are never happy unless you are bitching and that still doesn’t make you happy. Doesn’t that tell you something? Some day Shawnee, I hope you can look back and see what most of us have been trying to say to you. You have a personality disorder & a mood disorder but frankly Bob’s right…a label on what’s wrong doesn’t mean a thing. But you’re so mad and miserable you’re going to take down as many of us as you can instead of focusing your energies on having your needs met in a healthy way. Carry on.
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Have fun you SOB from SoCIAl rasing the energy prices up here in Washington. More crying and bitching.
Better an SOB from social than a CUNT in Washington. I guess our best
revenge is our nice 70 degree day, perfect temperature eh? Washington
is a beautiful state altho it’s a little too wet for me (and it _would_ be
perfect if _you_ didn’t live there.) God you’re a sourpuss. Are you EVER
thankful for what you DO have???? I Corlyn my love I was joking about the
traffic and weather thing and everyone here but you knows it. Now tell me who the sourpuss is?
shawnee sweetness dear…I was joking too. Couldn’t you tell honey bunch???? Oh dear, what a couple of cut ups we are. Teehee. Damn you
are a real piece of work.. GET YOUSELF TO A THERAPIST QUICK. Taking your
numerous personal problems out on me MAY BE BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH.
Look in the mirror child. Just look at that reflection snookums. THERE is the piece of work and it needs a big time renovation. I’ll work on me sweetie pie if you’ll do a bit of work on yourself, ‘kay pookie? bye bye my love…
XOXOXO to you too sweetie caroly~vonne
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