Trauma – PTSD

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I don’t even know where to start this. I am hurting so incredibly much. For

I’m sorry to hear you are having such a hard time lately. I hope that you keep up the fight and let it all be worth it for you when you see your daughter at Christams again. Mary Beth

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Im so sorry that you are feeling so much pain. Please know that you have friends here at asd and there is always someone to listen. Im pretty new here too. My name is donna. Welcome. I hope you can find some comfort here. My prayeres are with you,                 donna

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<shaking head I read stories like this and wonder why the hell I feel like I need support, what I’ve got to complain about.  Joseph, the fact that you can have all those problems and still function makes me admire you right off the bat.  Welcome.  I wish you weren’t here, but I’m glad you are because I think this is a place you need to be in.  Write me anytime. — "But I don’t want to go among mad people," remarked Alice. "Oh, you can’t help that," said the Cat, "we’re all mad here.  I’m mad. You’re mad." "How do you know I’m mad?" said Alice. "You must be," replied the Cat, "or you wouldn’t have come here."

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Joseph, I can’t comprehend the load you are carrying right now.  On top of it all, you are taking a lot of medication!  Whoa!  I think a stint in the hospital might do you some good.  I have heard that it feels great because you are in a safe environment.  Perhaps an overview of your meds would be in order.  I should think the side effects alone of some of them would send you into some sort of nose dive. Your world is closing in on you, eh?  I’m sorry.  Please don’t give up on getting help.  Keep trying, because it is the only way to get the answers you need. Good luck. –Tezza – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I don’t even know where to start this. I am hurting so incredibly much. For the record, I should include what it is that I am suffering from…. PTSD, Major Depression, Manic Depression, Panic Attacks, Anxiety, Sleep Disorder, Sleep Paralisis, and Sexual Dysphoria. My life has been rough in the past but man, I think someone came alone a back a truck or two of shit and just dumped it on me. I have a hard time breating, Everything seems smaller to me now. My car…. a `95 Mazda 626 feels like it is a Geo, My room in my house feels like it is the size of my bathroom, The house I live in is big but feels so small. I was molested as a child, in a war, have seen people die, and almost die, me included. I had an anyeurism last year. I am 32 years old. Going throu a midlife crisis. 2 divorces 2 children in LA, I am in Oregon. Haven’t seen my daughter in 6 years and she is going to be here for Christams. I am so excited about it but my nerves are running really fast and wild.  I have lost three jobs in two months because of this damn FFFFFFFFFF depression. I have been on Prozac, Paxil, Eleval, Nortriptaline (sp) Wellbutiron, Tamazapam ( I think that is how it is spelled ), Lorazepam, Valume and I think either one or two others I can remember because with all of this crap, I am loosing my memory ( If anyone finds it please let me know ) I now shake all day long and have Nitemares every night. I hate to sleep knowing that I will have one. I can’t sleep anyway. I haven’t sleep all throu the night since I was 6 years old. I am trying to reach out to others like me. I need your help and support… I hate my life and although I don’t wish any harm upon myself, I still wish I wasn’t here.  I think I am on my to the hospital soon. Wish me luck please, I know that I am not. I lost faith in the Medical areana. Joseph R.

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I don’t even know where to start this. I am hurting so incredibly much. For the record, I should include what it is that I am suffering from…. PTSD, Major Depression, Manic Depression, Panic Attacks, Anxiety, Sleep Disorder, Sleep Paralisis, and Sexual Dysphoria. My life has been rough in the past but man, I think someone came alone a back a truck or two of shit and just dumped it on me. I have a hard time breating, Everything seems smaller to me now. My car…. a `95 Mazda 626 feels like it is a Geo, My room in my house feels like it is the size of my bathroom, The house I live in is big but feels so small. I was molested as a child, in a war, have seen people die, and almost die, me included. I had an anyeurism last year. I am 32 years old. Going throu a midlife crisis. 2 divorces 2 children in LA, I am in Oregon. Haven’t seen my daughter in 6 years and she is going to be here for Christams. I am so excited about it but my nerves are running really fast and wild.  I have lost three jobs in two months because of this damn FFFFFFFFFF depression. I have been on Prozac, Paxil, Eleval, Nortriptaline (sp) Wellbutiron, Tamazapam ( I think that is how it is spelled ), Lorazepam, Valume and I think either one or two others I can remember because with all of this crap, I am loosing my memory ( If anyone finds it please let me know ) I now shake all day long and have Nitemares every night. I hate to sleep knowing that I will have one. I can’t sleep anyway. I haven’t sleep all throu the night since I was 6 years old. I am trying to reach out to others like me. I need your help and support… I hate my life and although I don’t wish any harm upon myself, I still wish I wasn’t here.  I think I am on my to the hospital soon. Wish me luck please, I know that I am not. I lost faith in the Medical areana. Joseph R.

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