Question:
hi all i suffer from ptsd.imnot sure when i got it but i know where i got it. i was 14 when my family was killed. i was there and would have been killed also but i got away. i didn’t see all of it but more then any kid should have. there has been alot of bs then and afterwards from it. some times i feel there is a bad something working agains me. i know if it wasn’t for having kids i would of ended my life along time ago. i love my daughters but im always scared of losing them to, so in away im not a good dad i guess. im not good at really getting close to people any more. i was at one time but i stay in most of the time. that was bad things can’t happen. but they do evern then. i would just love to take a vaction from life for a week i would give every thing for that. don’t worry im not saying that sucidal. i to much of a chicken for that if there is any one that needs to vent or just talk send me email. i wish icould find some one that has went through the same stuff not that i would wish it on any one but if there is please write me thanks all hope you have a great one freebird
Response:
On 23 May 1998 07:37:01 GMT, "Freebird" <freeb…@winternet.com> wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->hi all i suffer from ptsd.imnot sure when i got it but i know where i got >it. i was 14 when my family was killed. i was there and would have been >killed also but i got away. i didn’t see all of it but more then any kid >should have. there has been alot of bs then and afterwards from it. some >times i feel there is a bad something working agains me. i know if it >wasn’t for having kids i would of ended my life along time ago. i love my >daughters but im always scared of losing them to, so in away im not a good >dad i guess. im not good at really getting close to people any more. i was >at one time but i stay in most of the time. that was bad things can’t >happen. but they do evern then. i would just love to take a vaction from >life for a week i would give every thing for that. don’t worry im not >saying that sucidal. i to much of a chicken for that if there is any one >that needs to vent or just talk send me email. i wish icould find some one >that has went through the same stuff not that i would wish it on any one >but if there is please write me thanks all hope you have a great one >freebird
My Gawd, You have been through too much. I have PTSD also on the account of domestic abuse from my STBX of 10+ years. I still have the flashbacks on occassion and will wake up out of a dead sleep seeing him above me…enough said for now as I have to go. I would like to talk more with you …. I created a newsgroup yesterday alt.support.domestic-violence Take care Leigh-Ann Peters Rott’s Domestic Violence http://www.sinclair.net/~rott1/ Message board, articles, resources, and much more
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