Question:
Piss them all off and live! Be bloody awkward and take the hard route and SURVIVE AT ALL COSTS! It hurts like hell at the time, but you ‘ll get a bigger, more perverse kick out of living longer! Dying is too easy. You’ve had it hard so it ain’t gonna get any worse and you’ve made it this far. That’s remarkable!!!! DON’T LET ME DOWN!! When the Grim Reaper BASTARD comes for me I’ll go down fighting him all the way! Scots mythology says "suicide is a wasted, tortured soul doomed to roam the Earth forever". Show me how powerful you are and LIVE! It only gets better now. Come see me! Edward (in Scotland) >I am posting cuz I really donno wot 2 do. I want to know how I can make my >fear that something bad is about to happen. Also i feel like I am in a dark >pit and i can’t get out. I feel very cornered and thinking that I got 2 die >to stop all these. ’s not like I feel sorry for maself and I want 2 die. ’s >like I think that dying is the answer. >I am taking 40mg paxil and serequel and tagratol. I am seeing my docta for 3 >years. I look inside of ma mind and all i ‘v got is "I wunna die". >What do I do?
– Edward Beck
Response:
I am posting cuz I really donno wot 2 do. I want to know how I can make my fear that something bad is about to happen. Also i feel like I am in a dark pit and i can’t get out. I feel very cornered and thinking that I got 2 die to stop all these. ’s not like I feel sorry for maself and I want 2 die. ’s like I think that dying is the answer. I am taking 40mg paxil and serequel and tagratol. I am seeing my docta for 3 years. I look inside of ma mind and all i ‘v got is "I wunna die". What do I do?
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -ff wrote in message <6t0s4b$87…@birch.prod.itd.earthlink.net>… >I am posting cuz I really donno wot 2 do. I want to know how I can make my >fear that something bad is about to happen. Also i feel like I am in a dark >pit and i can’t get out. I feel very cornered and thinking that I got 2 die >to stop all these. ’s not like I feel sorry for maself and I want 2 die. ’s >like I think that dying is the answer. >I am taking 40mg paxil and serequel and tagratol. I am seeing my docta for 3 >years. I look inside of ma mind and all i ‘v got is "I wunna die". >What do I do? >Hey,
Somebody….do an intervention here. Shit, I sure as hell ain’t qualified to address this.
Response:
Hi Randy! –snip– > ’s > >like I think that dying is the answer. > >I am taking 40mg paxil and serequel and tagratol. I am seeing my docta for > 3 > >years. I look inside of ma mind and all i ‘v got is "I wunna die". > >What do I do? > >Hey, > Somebody….do an intervention here. Shit, I sure as hell ain’t qualified > to address this.
We all have to choose how we respond to PTSD. There’s certainly a lot of history of "I wunna die" with folks with PTSD. I felt like this about 10 days ago when 2 medications got into a war inside my brain. I called a friend who babysat me until the warring meds wore off. I’ve been in despair also before that episode. There is nothing like an intervention on the web that I know about. The most we can do is to relate that "there is life after PTSD". And, all of us still standing haven’t given up … otherwise there would be no newsgroup. 
And, pray for the people in pain who haven’t travelled as far as we have down the road to sanity. Smile and there will be something to smile about! Nancy
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