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Hello From a Lurker….

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Hi! I just wanted to get on and say hello.  I mainly lurk… I get to read at work, but don’t think it would be right for me to post from there.  I am not sure if I want to deal with an anonymous account either. Some of you may know me… (I go by Kris Kringle on some lists… I live in North Pole, Alaska and my name is Kris).

        Munks loves this:) For what it is worth, my diagnoses are DDNOS, PTSD, Borderline and Major Depression. I spent about 6 weeks at Charter in Dallas, some of that time was spent in Colin Ross’ program.  That was almost 2 years ago (that is hard to believe!).

        huh. Whats that like? I allus hear about but nobody says nothing. I do have to compliment all of you for the way you have handled that fad thread that Glen got going.  I didn’t really see any flaming… I proud of all of you!  I guess my response to that would be that it doesn’t matter if someone is posting that isn’t DID/MPD, apparently they feel the NEED to be here, for whatever reason, and if it helps them, then GREAT!  Do I need to be here? No, maybe not.  I don’t have alters, but reading helps me understand better.  My situation is that I have some strong sub-personalities, in fact, I am finding out that a younger one inside is VERY animated… it comes across in conversations and things like that (and actions). For me, it is kind of like being co-conscious all the time… I don’t have separate identities as alters.  But, hey!  That is okay!

        Yup!!!!! I do have a history of sexual abuse (75+ perps), but not RA.  I guess I am considered "high functioning" because I hold down a job, where I make something like $15.00 an hour.  I think that I tend to let down my guard more around my teenage daughters, who are very accepting and tolerant of me.  I also tend to let my guard down more, when I am with someone or talking to someone that dissociates… it is like I don’t have to worry about my behavior as much, or what I say.  (Or if I get excited about a stuffie or a toy).

        Glad you got safe places an ppls! Anyway, just wanted to say hi (from home) and to let you know that I am lurking out here… (mainly because I feel I can only read at work, and with three teenage daughters, I don’t have much time to get on the computer at home!). I hope all of you will take it easy today… do something nice for your littles, blow some bubbles with them, let them take a bubble bath… go play in the sand… do something nice for the big ones too, like read a book, listen to your favorite music (my favorite music is by Shaina Noll, she has a tape of songs out called "Songs for the Inner Child" and I also really, really like Kenny Logins tape… "Return to Pooh Corner." These are very neat… I go to sleep listening to my Shaina CD (How could anyone every tell you… you were anything less than beautiful… how could anyone tell you… you were less than whole?  How could anyone fail to notice that your loving is a miracle… how deeply you’re connected to my soul…).  It is an AWESOME SONG!

        I heard this song somewheres before try and remember but cant is good song. okay, nuf rambling from me!!!

        Nodda Nuff want more:)         Never nuf from noone;) – kris

        Welcome an welcome an welcome smore Nation of Jackie this account borrowed from jcash

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kris: welcome becki and sara (and the rest) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi! I just wanted to get on and say hello.  I mainly lurk… I get to read at work, but don’t think it would be right for me to post from there.  I am not sure if I want to deal with an anonymous account either. Some of you may know me… (I go by Kris Kringle on some lists… I live in North Pole, Alaska and my name is Kris). For what it is worth, my diagnoses are DDNOS, PTSD, Borderline and Major Depression. I spent about 6 weeks at Charter in Dallas, some of that time was spent in Colin Ross’ program.  That was almost 2 years ago (that is hard to believe!). I do have to compliment all of you for the way you have handled that fad thread that Glen got going.  I didn’t really see any flaming… I proud of all of you!  I guess my response to that would be that it doesn’t matter if someone is posting that isn’t DID/MPD, apparently they feel the NEED to be here, for whatever reason, and if it helps them, then GREAT!  Do I need to be here? No, maybe not.  I don’t have alters, but reading helps me understand better.  My situation is that I have some strong sub-personalities, in fact, I am finding out that a younger one inside is VERY animated… it comes across in conversations and things like that (and actions). For me, it is kind of like being co-conscious all the time… I don’t have separate identities as alters.  But, hey!  That is okay! I do have a history of sexual abuse (75+ perps), but not RA.  I guess I am considered "high functioning" because I hold down a job, where I make something like $15.00 an hour.  I think that I tend to let down my guard more around my teenage daughters, who are very accepting and tolerant of me.  I also tend to let my guard down more, when I am with someone or talking to someone that dissociates… it is like I don’t have to worry about my behavior as much, or what I say.  (Or if I get excited about a stuffie or a toy). Anyway, just wanted to say hi (from home) and to let you know that I am lurking out here… (mainly because I feel I can only read at work, and with three teenage daughters, I don’t have much time to get on the computer at home!). I hope all of you will take it easy today… do something nice for your littles, blow some bubbles with them, let them take a bubble bath… go play in the sand… do something nice for the big ones too, like read a book, listen to your favorite music (my favorite music is by Shaina Noll, she has a tape of songs out called "Songs for the Inner Child" and I also really, really like Kenny Logins tape… "Return to Pooh Corner." These are very neat… I go to sleep listening to my Shaina CD (How could anyone every tell you… you were anything less than beautiful… how could anyone tell you… you were less than whole?  How could anyone fail to notice that your loving is a miracle… how deeply you’re connected to my soul…).  It is an AWESOME SONG! okay, nuf rambling from me!!! – kris

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