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Hi jt hmmmm, don’t know what to say yet, still gathering courage to introduce myself. will do in short time  lol have come out of "hide and scared-to-tell-i’m-there-mode now. so……"we’re here.  we’re listening." goes back to hide-mode again. ****POOFFF**** mountainsong – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

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hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

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hiya, mountainsong!  feel free to stay in hide-mode until you feel safe saying whatever you’d like.  :)  we’re generally pretty nice around here.   i’ve found this group to be *tremendously* helpful in the past few years, and i’ve made some awesome friendships here, too! have you checked out the faq and sysk (stuff you should know)?  they’re around someplace, and give a lot of great info abt posting norms and whatnot.  :) i really really like your name.  :)  "mountainsong" just sounds so pretty and peaceful…ethereal, almost, and certainly majestic and ageless.  i’m a singer, and anything musical makes me happy.  :) i’m glad you popped in to say howdy!  welcome! jt <ps-to-self: ok, would whoever’s bein miss perky just stow it?  i’m gettin a bellyache, fer cryin out loud…*sheesh* ;)

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi jt hmmmm, don’t know what to say yet, still gathering courage to introduce myself. will do in short time  lol have come out of "hide and scared-to-tell-i’m-there-mode now. so……"we’re here.  we’re listening." goes back to hide-mode again. ****POOFFF**** mountainsong hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

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actually….i hesitate to point this out to you, but jill is going to be mad at you when you get back!  why?  well, yea, you’ve been posting but you had the audacity to write a post entitled "don’t want chocolate". you don’t honestly think jill is going to be happy about ~that~, do you????  heeheehee ;) domino – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

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yeah, all those stickers all over the place… hey, instead of boxes, you could just use stickers to stick stuff together to make it easier to carry.  you’ve got enough, right??  :) jt

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – *giggles* come to michigan ‘n help me pack! ;) i’m tired of packing already! ;) val for rainstar hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — For more information about this NNTP posting service, contact: If you want an anonymous account, visit our sign-up page: https://asarian-host.net/cgi-bin/signup.cgi

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aww…what wonderful things to say, kelly!  and *welcome!!!* :)

</hide here.  and listening. i found this place on accident, the "dis" part grabbed me. i’m not DID, i’m b*rderline, PTSD, etc, and get very "dissy" at times, so

checked this place makes a lot of sense to me.  fwiw, not everyone here *is* DID or multiple (those aren’t the same, btw.  some ppl are multiple, but not disordered.).  it just kinda works out that a lot of ppl who dissociate enough to want to find a support group happen to be multiple.  i’m probably not diagnosably DID.  i just make *SOOOOO MUCH MORE SENSE* to myself when i accept how i actually *am* inside.  and i’m fragmented.  i feel like totally different people at different times.  if it were merely "up" and "down", or "feeling" versus "not feeling" or "color" versus "black-and-white", then i’d say maybe i’m bipolar, or maybe i’m just experiencing left brain and right brain functioning separately. but it’s more than that.  and i’m healing lots and lots and lots more now that i’m accepting however i *am* as being ok. feels good.  :)  never thought i’d get to here.  and i *certainly* never thought i’d get to *here*!!! (ie: having multiple personalities. :) ) out.  so much here makes so much sense.  it’s a very safe place, like a family,

ok, show of hands…anybody else here find those last 2 statements to be oxymoronic???  :-D …but i know just what you mean.  i have a ch*rch fam*ly where i’m welcomed and accepted and where i feel safe and warm and important and almost cherished, i think.  it’s nice. and this is like a family here too.  a nice one. and there is so much acceptance that just reading here makes me feel better without needing to post.

yup.  i found this place about a month after figuring out i was multiple, nearly 3 years ago, and the people on this group have been amazingly helpful to me.  i’m really grateful to everyone whose individual contributions make up a collective that’s so wonderful, imho. it’s good to know that feeling like a 10 y/o boy secretly dressing up in mothers clothing whenever i put on make-up doesn’t mean i’m cr*zy.  or maybe it does, but that’s

probably ok here.  :-) *hee hee hee!* oh, man…when the Blues (three of the guys in my head – they used to be one part of me, but split twice) have to wear a dress?!?!?!  good grief…  it’s hilarious.  i feel like a lumbering elephant in drag, i feel like a fish outta water…and if we let them sit however they want to, we’re all sprawled all over the place and slumped, and it’s like they need to *exaggerate* their male-ness because they’re dressed "like a *girl*" (said with much disgust). as for being cr*zy…i gave up sanity for Lint a couple of years ago, and it worked so well that i chose not to take it back again.  i’m MUCH happier being cr*zy than i ever was trying to be sane.  and who really cares??  it’s my life.  i can be cr*zy if i want.  :-D *Gloriana does mad cartwheels while singing "It’s my party and i’ll cry if i want to" really loudly and off-key*  :-D *waves cheerily* jt jt, et al- i see so much of myself in your posts, i

figured yours was a good – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – post to delurk to. <hide -kelly

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*giggles* come to michigan ‘n help me pack! ;) i’m tired of packing already! ;) val for rainstar – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt

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*sniffles woefully* ok, i’ll go make some chocolate *right away!* :-D jt

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – actually….i hesitate to point this out to you, but jill is going to be mad at you when you get back!  why?  well, yea, you’ve been posting but you had the audacity to write a post entitled "don’t want chocolate". you don’t honestly think jill is going to be happy about ~that~, do you????  heeheehee ;) domino hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt

</hide here.  and listening. i found this place on accident, the "dis" part grabbed me.  i’m not DID, i’m b*rderline, PTSD, etc, and get very "dissy" at times, so checked this place out.  so much here makes so much sense.  it’s a very safe place, like a family, and there is so much acceptance that just reading here makes me feel better without needing to post.  it’s good to know that feeling like a 10 y/o boy secretly dressing up in mothers clothing whenever i put on make-up doesn’t mean i’m cr*zy.  or maybe it does, but that’s probably ok here.  :-) jt, et al- i see so much of myself in your posts, i figured yours was a good post to delurk to. <hide -kelly

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*snort* kid could start a darn sticker museum. :P  and we got more today.  brother’s gf got us lots of stickers too. *tolerant sigh* what’s a guy to do?  *ruffles rainy’s hair affectionately* *rainy looks up with an unabased grin on her face* Bri for Rainstar – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – yeah, all those stickers all over the place… hey, instead of boxes, you could just use stickers to stick stuff together to make it easier to carry.  you’ve got enough, right??  :) jt *giggles* come to michigan ‘n help me pack! ;) i’m tired of packing already! ;) val for rainstar hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt

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aww…what wonderful things to say, kelly!  and *welcome!!!* :)

thanks! i just make *SOOOOO MUCH MORE SENSE* to myself when i accept how i actually *am* inside.  and i’m fragmented.  i feel like totally different people at different times.  if it were merely "up" and "down", or "feeling" versus "not feeling" or "color" versus "black-and-white", then i’d say maybe i’m bipolar, or maybe i’m just experiencing left brain and right brain functioning separately.

this makes a lot of sense.  part of the b*rderline dx is "unstable sense of self", which i definately understand, maybe that’s why i feel so at home here. :-)  for example, when i’m happy, i tend to speak in a very childlike way, jump up and down, clap hands, skip, stuff like that.  my SO says i’m having my "first childhood" cuz i didn’t get a proper one before.  i also find that when i’m really stressed out by a loved one or authority figure, i tend to loose all my "adult" coping skills and just do basic pre-adolescent damage control.  "i’m sorry, i’m wrong, i’ll fix it, just don’t be mad!"  i know better later, but i just loose touch with the part of me that can react in a more appropriate way during the time of stress.  this may be the PTSD part too, i don’t know, with so many dx’s it’s hard to keep track.  :-) one time my T asked me why i always refer to women as "them".  since my body is that of a 30 y/o female, she was intrieged by that.  i thought about it and decided i just don’t feel like a woman very often.  not that i feel like a man either (well, maybe sometimes), just that my sense of self doesn’t seem to be locked into a specific gender.  if that makes sense.  or maybe my sense of self is pre-adolsecent and doesn’t need a gender?  i dunno, really. out.  so much here makes so much sense.  it’s a very safe place, like a family, ok, show of hands…anybody else here find those last 2 statements to be oxymoronic???  :-D …but i know just what you mean.  i have a ch*rch fam*ly where i’m welcomed and accepted and where i feel safe and warm and important and almost cherished, i think.  it’s nice. and this is like a family here too.  a nice one.

i guess i usually think of family as being something special, something warm and accepting and supportive and safe.  my family has rarely been composed of blood relatives, only my "chosen" family deserves such a special word. yup.  i found this place about a month after figuring out i was multiple, nearly 3 years ago, and the people on this group have been amazingly helpful to me.  i’m really grateful to everyone whose individual contributions make up a collective that’s so wonderful, imho.

it would be cool for the folks here to write a book of some sort.  everyone gets some chapters to fill with writing, the chapters all get tossed into a hat and printed in whatever random order they come out.  kind of like life. oh, man…when the Blues (three of the guys in my head – they used to be one part of me, but split twice) have to wear a dress?!?!?!  good grief…  it’s hilarious.  i feel like a lumbering elephant in drag, i feel like a fish outta water…and if we let them sit however they want to, we’re all sprawled all over the place and slumped, and it’s like they need to *exaggerate* their male-ness because they’re dressed "like a *girl*" (said with much disgust).

heh, i get that.  for me it’s more like i really enjoy it because it feels s*xy and grown up, but am afraid of being "caught", because i’m just pretending, and people would think it’s bad. *Gloriana does mad cartwheels while singing "It’s my party and i’ll cry if i want to" really loudly and off-key*  :-D *waves cheerily*

this is what i love most.  so many cartwheels and happy giggly things.  oh, and littles, i love all the littles.  maybe because i feel so little myself so much of the time.  :-) btw- i have two puppies, they’re so soft…  i can share them if you like. -kelly

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i red what u wrote n i wanna respond, but i can’t really right now.  it’s noffin to do wiff u, just is hurtin in my tummy bout other things right now.  i like you. we talk later, k?  is good? jt (jen, kinda)

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – aww…what wonderful things to say, kelly!  and *welcome!!!* :) thanks! i just make *SOOOOO MUCH MORE SENSE* to myself when i accept how i actually *am* inside.  and i’m fragmented.  i feel like totally different people at different times.  if it were merely "up" and "down", or "feeling" versus "not feeling" or "color" versus "black-and-white", then i’d say maybe i’m bipolar, or maybe i’m just experiencing left brain and right brain functioning separately. this makes a lot of sense.  part of the b*rderline dx is "unstable sense of self", which i definately understand, maybe that’s why i feel so at home here. :-)  for example, when i’m happy, i tend to speak in a very childlike way, jump up and down, clap hands, skip, stuff like that. my SO says i’m having my "first childhood" cuz i didn’t get a proper one before.  i also find that when i’m really stressed out by a loved one or authority figure, i tend to loose all my "adult" coping skills and just do

basic pre-adolescent damage control.  "i’m sorry, i’m wrong, i’ll fix it, just don’t be mad!"  i know better later, but i just loose touch with the part of me that can react in a more appropriate way during the time of stress.  this may be the PTSD part too, i don’t know, with so many dx’s it’s hard to keep track.  :-) one time my T asked me why i always refer to women as

"them".  since my body is that of a 30 y/o female, she was intrieged by that.  i thought about it and decided i just don’t feel like a woman very often.

not that i feel like – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – a man either (well, maybe sometimes), just that my sense of self doesn’t seem to be locked into a specific gender.  if that makes sense.  or maybe my sense of self is pre-adolsecent and doesn’t need a gender? i dunno, really. out.  so much here makes so much sense.  it’s a very safe place, like a family, ok, show of hands…anybody else here find those last 2 statements to be oxymoronic???  :-D …but i know just what you mean.  i have a ch*rch fam*ly where i’m welcomed and accepted and where i feel safe and warm and important and almost cherished, i think.  it’s nice. and this is like a family here too.  a nice one. i guess i usually think of family as being something

special, something warm and accepting and supportive and safe.  my family has

rarely been composed of blood relatives, only my "chosen" family deserves such a special word. yup.  i found this place about a month after figuring out i was multiple, nearly 3 years ago, and the people on this group have been amazingly helpful to me.  i’m really grateful to everyone whose individual contributions make up a collective that’s so wonderful, imho. it would be cool for the folks here to write a book of

some sort.  everyone – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – gets some chapters to fill with writing, the chapters all get tossed into a hat and printed in whatever random order they come out. kind of like life. oh, man…when the Blues (three of the guys in my head – they used to be one part of me, but split twice) have to wear a dress?!?!?!  good grief…  it’s hilarious.  i feel like a lumbering elephant in drag, i feel like a fish outta water…and if we let them sit however they want to, we’re all sprawled all over the place and slumped, and it’s like they need to *exaggerate* their male-ness because they’re dressed "like a *girl*" (said with much disgust). heh, i get that.  for me it’s more like i really enjoy it because it feels s*xy and grown up, but am afraid of being "caught", because i’m just pretending, and people would think it’s bad. *Gloriana does mad cartwheels while singing "It’s my party and i’ll cry if i want to" really loudly and off-key* :-D *waves cheerily* this is what i love most.  so many cartwheels and happy giggly things.  oh, and littles, i love all the littles.  maybe because i feel so little myself so much of the time.  :-) btw- i have two puppies, they’re so soft…  i can share them if you like. -kelly

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(*muted giggling heard inside at the concept that referring to a multiple person as "they" and "people" is apparently "normal".*  *hee hee* :)  ) jt ps: and the problem is not disliking chocolate…merely not being in the mood for the sugar rush.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – It’s ok, I’m not angry. I care _deeply_ about this problem and am willing to even come to your house and _get_ the offending chocolate if necessary. If that would help, to get it out of your presence. But only if it would help you understand. (*aside to Domino* Yeah, it’s it shocking. They seemed like such _normal_ people too. But to not like _chocolate_!!! Well!) Rainbow Colors (Jill) actually….i hesitate to point this out to you, but jill is going to be mad at you when you get back!  why?  well, yea, you’ve been posting but you had the audacity to write a post entitled "don’t want chocolate". you don’t honestly think jill is going to be happy about ~that~, do you????  heeheehee ;) domino hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown —

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –      The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing                    we are becoming white light.

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It’s ok, I’m not angry. I care _deeply_ about this problem and am willing to even come to your house and _get_ the offending chocolate if necessary. If that would help, to get it out of your presence. But only if it would help you understand. (*aside to Domino* Yeah, it’s it shocking. They seemed like such _normal_ people too. But to not like _chocolate_!!! Well!) Rainbow Colors (Jill) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – actually….i hesitate to point this out to you, but jill is going to be mad at you when you get back!  why?  well, yea, you’ve been posting but you had the audacity to write a post entitled "don’t want chocolate". you don’t honestly think jill is going to be happy about ~that~, do you????  heeheehee ;) domino hmm…let’s see…i’m bored and looking for posts to reply to and such, and i’m the only one putting up new posts. well, it gives me a chance to catch up on some older posts that i wanted to get to, but… anyone heard from beauty?  starting to worry bout her. any lurkers wanna chime in to say "we’re here.  we’re listening." and then go back to lurking again, just so i’ll know there’s some folk still in the loop? man, jill’s gonna be mad at everyone but me n astri when she comes back!  ;)  …oh, and embies.  she’s got an excuse. :)  *waves embies*  *waves at all the lil embie pieces individually*  :) well, i guess unless i want to start cleaning my dining room.  and kitchen.  and bedroom.  and basement…  i should keep writing!  :) jt — "To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition. To know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived, this is to have succeeded." – Author Unknown

–      The colors blend, the edges soften. Swirling and mixing                    we are becoming white light.

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i red what u wrote n i wanna respond, but i can’t really right now.  it’s noffin to do wiff u, just is hurtin in my tummy bout other things right now.  i like you. we talk later, k?  is good?

no problem.  is good.  :-) -kelly

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alt.support.dissociation: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -</hide here.  and listening. i found this place on accident, the "dis" part grabbed me.  i’m not DID, i’m b*rderline, PTSD, etc, and get very "dissy" at times, so checked this place out.  so much here makes so much sense.  it’s a very safe place, like a family, and there is so much acceptance that just reading here makes me feel better without needing to post.  it’s good to know that feeling like a 10 y/o boy secretly dressing up in mothers clothing whenever i put on make-up doesn’t mean i’m cr*zy.  or maybe it does, but that’s probably ok here.  :-) jt, et al- i see so much of myself in your posts, i figured yours was a good post to delurk to. <hide -kelly

Welcome, Kelly. Being multiple ain’t compulsory; least, no-one’s shown me the door yet.  & the sanest people I know are cr*zy. Baba Yaga who thinks make-up is an abomination  ;-) — … people think that star signs say something about them and about what will happen in the future.  They think the same with psychiatric diagnoses, which don’t predict the course of the illness, which treatments will work, or say anything about aetiology.  - Richard Bentall

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alt.support.dissociation: Hi jt hmmmm, don’t know what to say yet, still gathering courage to introduce myself. will do in short time  lol have come out of "hide and scared-to-tell-i’m-there-mode now. so……"we’re here.  we’re listening." goes back to hide-mode again. ****POOFFF**** mountainsong

Welcome, Mountainsong! Baba Yaga — … people think that star signs say something about them and about what will happen in the future.  They think the same with psychiatric diagnoses, which don’t predict the course of the illness, which treatments will work, or say anything about aetiology.  - Richard Bentall

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