Question:
Why am I haunted by something which happened 11 years ago? Im sick of it.The drugs I have been given are useless.I dont know what trhe future holds, give me physical pain any day rather than this fucking crap.Sorry if that offends your American sensibilities, but I couldnt give a shit the way I am right now.Anyone want a fight??
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AndyElgin wrote: > Why am I haunted by something which happened 11 years ago? Im sick of it.The > drugs I have been given are useless.I dont know what trhe future holds, give me > physical pain any day rather than this fucking crap.Sorry if that offends your > American sensibilities, but I couldnt give a shit the way I am right now.Anyone > want a fight??
From one of Bobbie Peale’s boys to another… Fer a one way plane ticket to Scotland, I’ll fight ye. Jus dun make me weer a kilt when ye do. I’m embar-assed easlee. Jim P.S. Hang in there Andy, it WILL get better.
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Hi Andy, I believe I feel the same way right now.I’m new to this group, have been reading the threads for a couple weeks. I have been struggling with my problems for years now, and I don’t know how to get out of this trap that I’m in. The drugs I have tried haven’t really helped. It just goes on and on and on. And the fact that a lot of time has been taken up by my ptsd just makes me more frustrated. I know that I can’t offer you much, but if you want to talk further, this is the place. Or you can e-mail me.
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>Why am I haunted by something which happened 11 years ago?
Because the event(s) are yet unresolved in your psyche. Totally I understand! Personally, I am haunted by something(s) that happened over 30 years ago. The hauntings are becoming less haunting. I’m becoming more aware of patterns and unconscious thoughts/behaviors. All this takes time and very hard work with a good therapist. Since you’ve just started therapy, things could feel worse before they start feeling better. But they will feel better. > Im sick of it.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Andy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Sick of it? Yes! >I dont know what trhe future holds Yeah, and it’s really hard to face the future (whatever it holds) when we’re feeling so awful. >give me >physical pain any day rather than this fucking crap.Sorry if that offends >your >American sensibilities, but
Just curious: what nationality are you? I’m not offended. Quite the contrary — this is THE place to express our feelings and get support at the same time. As a teenager, I recall laying in my bed at night thinking, "Physical pain is nothing; it’s the mental pain that’ll kill ya." It’s really tough, I know. And I do understand. >Anyone want a fight??
Shadow boxing, perhaps? Peace, Hope and Rainbows — Ame
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I should point out that I mean no offence to Americans- I just thought American based ngs were more disapproving of certain words than we Celts. Im in Scotland by the way.When I sign on to a US chat area , a message comes up warning me that US tastes in language are less tolerant than ours! Is this true, or can I carry on swearing like a trooper.I could swear in Gaelic if that would help. Andy.
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>AndyElgin wrote: >> I could swear in Gaelic if that would help. >Oh, please do! I could use to learn some new swear words 
>Nancy
Nancy – you took the words right out of my mouth! ……Pooh
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