Trauma – PTSD

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Hi Alexia, I’m glad that you gave your bun a hug. they sure now how to make us feel better, huh. I just want you to know that I am here  for you if you just want to talk. =) Kathryn – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – kathryn, i’ve given the bun a hug. she likes hugs, but she doesn’t quite get the emotion thing. her score on the RESI (rabbit emotion scale index) wasn’t very high. i’m not answering my phone or my door. then again, no one’s calling. and get this. i’m indecisive! i might get a restraining order.  I honestly think that you have a very good chance of helping justice to be served. justice? what’s that?  this is also a decision that you must make in your own time. there’s no statute of limitations on cases like this, but they do only hold the evidence for so long. he did not tie me up with ropes. i had plenty of bruises to begin with (from both being a klutz and whacking my thighs on turnstiles and the like and from working in the shop with metal and tools and all)  you’ll know what’s best and what’s right when you need it the most. I hope some of this helps you. what i want is for people to STOP TELLING ME TO PROSECUTE HIM!!!!! you people are making me nuts. right now–my apartmentmate just came home. i don’t want to go out there even to go to the bathroom. i want to be like a mouse. or maybe a ghost. but i feel like a mouse. ha ha ha my father used to call me mouse how ironic. maybe i’ll pee. it’ll be an act of courage. maybe i’ll start moby-dick. that would be an act of courage too. and as a reminder STOP TELLING ME TO PROSECUTE THIS GUY I AM A REASONABLY INTELLIGENT PERSON i’m not going to kill my father with an uzi. i don’t know what all I’m keeping you in my thoughts. Kathryn thanks kathryn alexia

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kathryn, i’ve given the bun a hug. she likes hugs, but she doesn’t quite get the emotion thing. her score on the RESI (rabbit emotion scale index) wasn’t very high. i’m not answering my phone or my door. then again, no one’s calling. and get this. i’m indecisive! i might get a restraining order.  I honestly think that you have a very good chance of helping justice to be served.

justice? what’s that?  this is also a decision that you must make in your own time.

there’s no statute of limitations on cases like this, but they do only hold the evidence for so long. he did not tie me up with ropes. i had plenty of bruises to begin with (from both being a klutz and whacking my thighs on turnstiles and the like and from working in the shop with metal and tools and all)  you’ll know what’s best and what’s right when you need it the most. I hope some of this helps you.

what i want is for people to STOP TELLING ME TO PROSECUTE HIM!!!!! you people are making me nuts. right now–my apartmentmate just came home. i don’t want to go out there even to go to the bathroom. i want to be like a mouse. or maybe a ghost. but i feel like a mouse. ha ha ha my father used to call me mouse how ironic. maybe i’ll pee. it’ll be an act of courage. maybe i’ll start moby-dick. that would be an act of courage too. and as a reminder STOP TELLING ME TO PROSECUTE THIS GUY I AM A REASONABLY INTELLIGENT PERSON i’m not going to kill my father with an uzi. i don’t know what all I’m keeping you in my thoughts. Kathryn

thanks kathryn alexia

Response:

Hi Alexia, first, do me a big favor…. go give your bunny a big hug. I can tell you right now that she can feel your pain and anguish. she will respond to you. it’s totally ok to cry into her fur and she’ll lick your face with sweet bunny kisses as if to say, "it’s ok mom, I’m here for you" and then sit down and relax. don’t answer the phone, don’t answer the door…. just take a little time and reflect…. you’re a wonderful person….. you’re also in a position right now that’s not only terrifying but also confusing. you’re faced with decisions that you have to make and right now…. you’re feeling like you can’t because everything will come crashing down around you if you do…. not to mention that the fear of making the wrong decision is weighing on you too…. I’d like to offer a suggestion…. perhaps it will help you a little… perhaps it may make this a little easier for you….. Can you get a restraining order against this guy? if he’s constantly calling you, a restraining order can help because the moment you hear his voice on your answering machine or even on the other end when you answer, you can call the police and they’ll have to arrest him for violating the order. I guess that part of why I’d like to see this guy brought up on charges is because you have that ability readily available to you…. with my ex, I have all of these weird interstate loopholes to jump through and even then, there are no guarantees. if your psychological records come into play, the only thing that I can hope for is that they’ll see why you’re being treated and for what and they’ll see that you weren’t asking for this. I wish I knew what else to say…. my ex used my PTSD against me during my divorce… he used it against me when I first tried to turn him in for what he did to me…. he told the police that I was confused and that I had mental illnesses that required certain medications that often confused me. because I was married to him, no one thought anything was strange…. since this guy was and is unwanted in your life….. I honestly think that you have a very good chance of helping justice to be served. this is also a decision that you must make in your own time. when you are feeling like this, just take the time and think about it. you’ll know what’s best and what’s right when you need it the most. I hope some of this helps you. I’m keeping you in my thoughts. Kathryn

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