Question:
>And if you TRULY ever felt as FRIGHTENED as I do, then you wouldn’t even make >such >a forceful and horrible suggestion.
WTF????? You think I wasn’t scared??? I knew that if I did NOT get help that I would die at my own hands. I do not understand what your problem is. You look like a fool, saying that you ‘diagnosed yourself’ (You are NO DOCTOR) saying that this group is what will ‘cure you?’ >Yeah well, I supported Galin, you doubted him. I
I support Galin now. He is a solution seeker. He sought help, and is currently trying to find a solution to getting away from his father. What the hell are you doing???? You’re on here ‘counseling and self-diagnosing.’ Luanne
Response:
>I have >diagnosed >myself, and think that I am onto the correct diagnosis.
Since when did you become a doctor???? Hell, a psychiatrist – actually three different ones diagnosed me. Get the opinion of a doctor and maybe I will think that your stupid statements are valid. Diagnosed yourself?? Now I have heard everything……what a fool.
Response:
>If I truly felt that bad I what???? I did feel that bad and I did talk to a >friend >about the thought of going to a counsellor.
Oh, so you discussed it with a friend about going to see a counselor????? Get off your dead ass, and FIND A FEMALE COUNSELOR. Don’t tell me that they don’t have them in the UK. Open up the damn phonebook and let your fingers do the walking. Stop talking about how you CAN’T get help. We all did it because we felt like shit. We all HAD to do it. Even Renee had to get help. You are looking more foolish everytime you post. Luanne
Response:
>I match up to so many of the symptoms I was frightened at the mere sight of >how >many I am suffering from, alright so don’t tell me that I don’t understand >what you
Oh, so because your ’symptoms’ match ours, you have diagnosed yourself??? Go get a doctor’s opinion and then I will believe the validity of your claims. Right now, I see you as a "wanna’be." If you TRULY felt that bad, you would have gotten your ass to a shrink a long time ago. >I have tried.
When and how? >Noone is speaking up for me anymore, despite the amounts of >times I have spoken up for them and tried to help them.
That is possibly because no one (two words) truly believes that you HAVE PTSD because you won’t get off your hind end to go to a doctor and get evaluated. Look in the damn phone book a find a woman shrink, for God’s sakes. I’m telling you, if you TRULY felt like us, you would have sought help a long time ago. Galin was capable of doing it so surely you can. >I respond because you abuse my trust in anyone on this newsgroup by hurting >me no
I asked you yesterday to not respond to a post of mine that had absolutely ZILCH to do with you. You responded to it anyway, and even Silent Angel pointed that out. You just can’t seem to stop sticking your big nose in where it does not belong, even when someone is angry, raging and triggering….you continue to aggravate them. Your posts are absolutely senseless and useless to me. >You hurt my feelings,
Tough titty. You triggered me. >WTF are you playing at Luanne.
You just can’t stop. How many times must I ask you to leave me alone? What is it going to take? The more you respond to me, the more I rage. >Give me the right to defend myself.
You have nothing to defend yourself about until you get a DIAGNOSIS of PTSD. Maybe then, your posts would be considered valid. >I was always told I am very patient and very respectful
You are not. If you were, you would not have responded to my post yesterday when I asked you to. Luanne
Response:
>And even harder to move on into the future when so many seem to want to hurt >and >condemn you in the present, rather than try to help you themselves to get to >that >goal.
Sally: It would be easier for me to ‘feel’ for you, but when you haven’t even been diagnosed with PTSD, receive NO treatment of any kind, and live a much normal life than the vast majority of us here, it is hard to have any sympathy. Even another member of this newsgroup said that you do try to counsel others…it wasn’t only me. Then, you announce that you have NEVER been diagnosed and receive no treatment whatsoever for you PTSD. You remain happily married and a student. When I had my list, it was intended for those ‘diagnosed with PTSD.’ You lied because you joined when you have never been diagnosed nor do you choose to be. You are also on several other lists that are for those diagnosed with PTSD, but as I say again, you are not diagnosed. I do not understand how you feel that you can counsel others when you have no diagnosis and do not understand what we feel, and what we suffer from. I have attempted suicide 7 times. I have received over 60 stitches in both arms, and had my stomach pumped out twice. I have had alcohol poisoning more times than I can count, and have had numerous sexual redezvous that I care to admit to. Sexual trauma victims often become promiscous after they are attacked. After getting sober, I ’slowed down’ quite a bit, but I am totally unable to form any sort of loving relationship with a man because of what happened to me. I could go on and on, but there is no way in hell that you can relate to what happened to me, I am certain of it. You have announced three times that you are unsubscribing, yet you haven’t because your posts keep turning up again and again. Yes, I unsubbed for a few days, but returned, because I feel that believe it or not, there are some people who DO understand me. Scott is one of the, Bill is one of them, and even Nancy, although her and I disagree quite a bit. I have respect for what she posts, and even told her this morning that I agreed with her. You – I cannot relate to and when I see you respond to a post of mine, it aggravates me to NO END. You just can’t stop responding to me, even though I have asked you to countless times, and another person even pointed this out. You just seem to love to aggravate me, even though I am going through an extremely difficult period in my life. As I said yesterday, although it doesn’t do me any good to repeat myself because you do what you want anyway, PLEASE – if you ANY kind of person – do not respond to my posts/threads. If you believe you have PTSD, go get treated for it, Goddammit. I and others might have more respect for your opinions if we truly believed that you did indeed, understood where we are coming from. Right now, all I see is a ‘wanna-be counselor.’ Even Renee respects me enough to leave me alone. Luanne
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