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Forging Ming’s name, are you? 
now "that’s" a hoot! LOL Apparently you’re not aware the Ming is an intelligent man who speaks with style and grace.. and does not engage in prebubescent school yard language.. You’re not Ming.. You’re just another wannabe from the scummies Talk about me behind my back all you want.. that’s all your capable of.. using other people’s name and hiding behind your cowardice in sockpuppets You’re a joke On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 12:07:46 +0100, "Ming de Mirthless" – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -<M…@earth.net> wrote: >"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message >news:buctstsiep5plcnlcmfrjelm9ar8nnt5h1@4ax.com… >> and.. btw.. "Alan" (also one of the scummies – which is a newsgroup >> of self-admitted trolls) is someone who likes to kiss veteran ass.. >> ’cause it makes him feel like he has a penis <G> >> Don’t ever talk about being raped to Alan.. because this is a typical >> response from him .. I was recently assaulted, made a post about it.. >> and this was his f/u: >> "Anne Faulkner" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message >> news:b926815d.0107121948.6da74544@posting.google.com… >> > > I offer this, not as a whine.. or anything.. but simply as.. what I am >> > > going through is not even 1 per cent of the things that some of the >> > > people here are going through.. >> > > Have a nice day.. >> > > Stop pissin’ and moanin’ and feelin’ sorry fer yourself and get on >with yer >> > >life. >> > >Evryone’s had shit happen to them,some more than others,I’d scare you >to >> > >death if I told you what happened to me in Africa.Get over it,stop >whinin’. >> > >One last thing,it’s no-one from the scum-haters attackin’ you at >all,they’re >> > >from an NG called alt.walmart. >> > >Alan >> he’s also a liar.. >> I’ve had them all kill-filled on alt.war.vietnam.. Time to kill-file >> ‘em here too.. They think it’s difficult to find out who they are.. >> it isn’t >It’s abviously beyond your drunken powers of reson, you thick bint. >> They get really annoyed when you ignore them.. Get their knickers all >> in a twist >> Kill-file ‘em.. >Aye, then we can talk about you behind your back…. o wondrous goddess of >deduction.
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"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:p6btstcoivgg6o4vrcf2uqbakm5peuqc40@4ax.com… > Tiny dancer.. > As I told you in my message last night.. > Troll alert!!!!! Figure that "jillsweely" is Jones,
WRONG!…. hahahahahahahahahahaha, Ohahahahahahahahahaha You’ve been taking other peoples meds again haven’t you Anne. Poor yourself another whisky and try again. Ming
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"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:buctstsiep5plcnlcmfrjelm9ar8nnt5h1@4ax.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> and.. btw.. "Alan" (also one of the scummies – which is a newsgroup > of self-admitted trolls) is someone who likes to kiss veteran ass.. > ’cause it makes him feel like he has a penis <G> > Don’t ever talk about being raped to Alan.. because this is a typical > response from him .. I was recently assaulted, made a post about it.. > and this was his f/u: > "Anne Faulkner" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message > news:b926815d.0107121948.6da74544@posting.google.com… > > > I offer this, not as a whine.. or anything.. but simply as.. what I am > > > going through is not even 1 per cent of the things that some of the > > > people here are going through.. > > > Have a nice day.. > > > Stop pissin’ and moanin’ and feelin’ sorry fer yourself and get on with yer > > >life. > > >Evryone’s had shit happen to them,some more than others,I’d scare you to > > >death if I told you what happened to me in Africa.Get over it,stop whinin’. > > >One last thing,it’s no-one from the scum-haters attackin’ you at all,they’re > > >from an NG called alt.walmart. > > >Alan > he’s also a liar.. > I’ve had them all kill-filled on alt.war.vietnam.. Time to kill-file > ‘em here too.. They think it’s difficult to find out who they are.. > it isn’t
It’s abviously beyond your drunken powers of reson, you thick bint. > They get really annoyed when you ignore them.. Get their knickers all > in a twist > Kill-file ‘em..
Aye, then we can talk about you behind your back…. o wondrous goddess of deduction.
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On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 12:04:49 +0100, "Ming de Mirthless" – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -<M…@earth.net> wrote: >"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message >news:p6btstcoivgg6o4vrcf2uqbakm5peuqc40@4ax.com… >> Tiny dancer.. >> As I told you in my message last night.. >> Troll alert!!!!! Figure that "jillsweely" is Jones, >WRONG!…. hahahahahahahahahahaha, Ohahahahahahahahahaha >You’ve been taking other peoples meds again haven’t you Anne. >Poor yourself another whisky and try again. >Ming
You’re not "MING" *either*
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and.. btw.. "Alan" (also one of the scummies – which is a newsgroup of self-admitted trolls) is someone who likes to kiss veteran ass.. ’cause it makes him feel like he has a penis <G> Don’t ever talk about being raped to Alan.. because this is a typical response from him .. I was recently assaulted, made a post about it.. and this was his f/u: "Anne Faulkner" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:b926815d.0107121948.6da74544@posting.google.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > I offer this, not as a whine.. or anything.. but simply as.. what I am > > going through is not even 1 per cent of the things that some of the > > people here are going through.. > > Have a nice day.. > > Stop pissin’ and moanin’ and feelin’ sorry fer yourself and get on with yer > >life. > >Evryone’s had shit happen to them,some more than others,I’d scare you to > >death if I told you what happened to me in Africa.Get over it,stop whinin’. > >One last thing,it’s no-one from the scum-haters attackin’ you at all,they’re > >from an NG called alt.walmart. > >Alan
he’s also a liar.. I’ve had them all kill-filled on alt.war.vietnam.. Time to kill-file ‘em here too.. They think it’s difficult to find out who they are.. it isn’t They get really annoyed when you ignore them.. Get their knickers all in a twist Kill-file ‘em.. Anne On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 06:29:42 -0400, Anne <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->Tiny dancer.. >As I told you in my message last night.. >Troll alert!!!!! Figure that "jillsweely" is Jones, the >self-admitted newsgroup #1 troll of Usenet, Interesting.. "Jones" >and I had an agreement that we were in each other’s killfile.. >Apparently, he can’t quite keep his word ’cause he lives to troll >for responses. His mantra is always the same.. You disagree or annoy >(read: ignore) him.. he says you’re unstable or a drunk.. >Well.. I know who chetek is a well..and am not quite sure what’s going >on with him these days but he sure has changed from the person I >thought I knew.. Maybe I never did.. What do know is that this is not >the man who sent me a book abut my father.,… I am bewildered by all >of "this" with respect to him.. but I am sure he has his reasons and >refuse to say who he is.. because in the past.. he has always been >good to me.. >Sweely is "jones".. tiny dancer.. one of the trolls crossposting >because it is.. "fun".. >Best regards, >Anne >On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 00:44:12 GMT, "tiny dancer" ><tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >>> >Now as for the ptsd, you have your opinion and I have mine. I merely >>wrote >>> >a couple examples of why I was triggered. They were in no way meant to >>be >>> >the worst or the least, just a couple examples. I wasn’t the one to call >>my >>> >problems "silliness" that was one of your guys. I don’t think anybody >>has >>> >the right to trivialize anybody elses problems. >>> Clearly you are so self-involved, you haven’t read a word I said.. >>> I leave you to your issues. You will get what you give. >>And who exactly made you an authority on anything? One of the first things >>anybody in therapy learns is that one cannot compare "hurts." I posted >>this originally to the regulars in alt.trauma.ptsd, I stated it clearly. >>tiny dancer >>> >tiny dancer >>> >> On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" >>> >> <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >>> >> >Triggers >>> >> >* >>> >> >* >>> >> >** >>> >> >*** >>> >> >***** >>> >> >******* >>> >> >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an >>> >> >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this >>> >> >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering >>me >>> >and >>> >> >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside >>me >>> >> >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger >>> >> >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth >>> >shut >>> >> >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because >>> >simply >>> >> >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). >>> >When >>> >> >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my >>> >> >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he >>shoved >>> >me >>> >> >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming >>at >>> >me >>> >> >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see >>myself >>> >> >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last >>thing >>> >I >>> >> >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby >>> >sister >>> >> >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her >>> >while >>> >> >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being >>> >beaten >>> >> >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of >>like >>> >Kris >>> >> >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m >>> >sorry >>> >> >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, >>but >>> >I >>> >> >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody >>else >>> >up >>> >> >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. >>> >> >tiny dancer
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"Lawrence Lusk" <lelvn…@charter.net> wrote in message
news:tssp3vgf7pn4dc@corp.supernews.com… > Kat, you always have such an elegant way with words. td would serve these > guys their balls for breakfast if they ever came anywhere near her.
Dunno about balls for breakfast, but I like to growl down below for lunch. Ayumi
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. They’ve got until tomorrow > morning to email me at my home address, if they don’t then they get > shitfilled.
An’ just what in God’s good name is emailing you going to fuckin’ achieve ? Bleedin’ fuckin’ Jesus Christ,this has got to be the most inept, ineffective warning I’ve ever seen posted on Usenet. ’Email me or you get plonked !’. What makes it even more ridiculous is that it takes about .36 seconds to get out of a killfile (snigger). Ayumi
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Tiny dancer.. As I told you in my message last night.. Troll alert!!!!! Figure that "jillsweely" is Jones, the self-admitted newsgroup #1 troll of Usenet, Interesting.. "Jones" and I had an agreement that we were in each other’s killfile.. Apparently, he can’t quite keep his word ’cause he lives to troll for responses. His mantra is always the same.. You disagree or annoy (read: ignore) him.. he says you’re unstable or a drunk.. Well.. I know who chetek is a well..and am not quite sure what’s going on with him these days but he sure has changed from the person I thought I knew.. Maybe I never did.. What do know is that this is not the man who sent me a book abut my father.,… I am bewildered by all of "this" with respect to him.. but I am sure he has his reasons and refuse to say who he is.. because in the past.. he has always been good to me.. Sweely is "jones".. tiny dancer.. one of the trolls crossposting because it is.. "fun".. Best regards, Anne On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 00:44:12 GMT, "tiny dancer" – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -<tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >> >Now as for the ptsd, you have your opinion and I have mine. I merely >wrote >> >a couple examples of why I was triggered. They were in no way meant to >be >> >the worst or the least, just a couple examples. I wasn’t the one to call >my >> >problems "silliness" that was one of your guys. I don’t think anybody >has >> >the right to trivialize anybody elses problems. >> Clearly you are so self-involved, you haven’t read a word I said.. >> I leave you to your issues. You will get what you give. >And who exactly made you an authority on anything? One of the first things >anybody in therapy learns is that one cannot compare "hurts." I posted >this originally to the regulars in alt.trauma.ptsd, I stated it clearly. >tiny dancer >> >tiny dancer >> >> On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" >> >> <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >> >> >Triggers >> >> >* >> >> >* >> >> >** >> >> >*** >> >> >***** >> >> >******* >> >> >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an >> >> >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this >> >> >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering >me >> >and >> >> >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside >me >> >> >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger >> >> >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth >> >shut >> >> >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because >> >simply >> >> >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). >> >When >> >> >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my >> >> >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he >shoved >> >me >> >> >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming >at >> >me >> >> >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see >myself >> >> >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last >thing >> >I >> >> >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby >> >sister >> >> >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her >> >while >> >> >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being >> >beaten >> >> >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of >like >> >Kris >> >> >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m >> >sorry >> >> >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, >but >> >I >> >> >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody >else >> >up >> >> >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. >> >> >tiny dancer
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"Kat" <kathi…@frontiernet.net> wrote in message
news:tssj197g0f6r45@corp.supernews.com… done. > Penis Measuring 101. Pissants. Peons. Morons. Maggots. Fuckheads. All > of them that have pounced in here to carry on their "vendetta", with no > regard for anyone else’s well-being. Fucking cocksuckers! > love, > kat
The question is…. are you…. Baaaabeeee?
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Kat, you always have such an elegant way with words. td would serve these guys their balls for breakfast if they ever came anywhere near her. I’m not sure if I can imagine what you would do to them. Maybe that’s why they hide behind fake email address. td, shitfile them. They’ve got until tomorrow morning to email me at my home address, if they don’t then they get shitfilled. Hang tough, Larry L. "Kat" <kathi…@frontiernet.net> wrote in message
news:tssj197g0f6r45@corp.supernews.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Tiny, > I’m so sorry these dickwads are affecting you so deeply. Just remember, us > regulars here, we love ya Tiny. Try not to let the maggots into your head, > eh? We’ve got a real good bunch of folks here, just unfortunately, the > hatemongers have attacked. Can you killfile them? Would that help you feel > better if you don’t have to see their posts? Or respond, whatever makes you > feel better. Just do what you have to do for yourself. I could care less > if you want to engage them for the next 10 years. It’s YOU I care about. > So whatever you do, it doesn’t matter to me. You mean a lot to me Tiny. > Just wanted to say that. Okay. Mushy stuff done. > Penis Measuring 101. Pissants. Peons. Morons. Maggots. Fuckheads. All > of them that have pounced in here to carry on their "vendetta", with no > regard for anyone else’s well-being. Fucking cocksuckers! > love, > kat
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On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 22:20:46 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> wrote: >>Well I had a trap set for you this time. I bought a web nanny cam and >>you didn’t get away with nothing. Besides, what the hell is someone >>looking for code violations doing with battery operated devices? >If I’m not mistaken, you could be charged with violating my rights by >using one of those cameras to view my activity in a private home >without my knowledge. You sir are a criminal! >>You are a pervert, you belong in treatment. >I have a physical therapist…does that count?
You need shock treatment, not physical therapy. Get help, it is a slippery slope you are involved with at this time.
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On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 22:34:59 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> chete…@yahoo.com, in the message ><58fsstk93jgj3npr8as3spf7lm9e6mo…@4ax.com> posted this… >>On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 22:20:46 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> >>wrote: >>>>Well I had a trap set for you this time. I bought a web nanny cam and >>>>you didn’t get away with nothing. Besides, what the hell is someone >>>>looking for code violations doing with battery operated devices? >>>If I’m not mistaken, you could be charged with violating my rights by >>>using one of those cameras to view my activity in a private home >>>without my knowledge. You sir are a criminal! >>>>You are a pervert, you belong in treatment. >>>I have a physical therapist…does that count? >>You need shock treatment, not physical therapy. Get help, it is a >>slippery slope you are involved with at this time. >Ah, the doctor has spoken. So would this shock treatment be covered >by my insurance, or would I just need to stick a fork in an outlet? ><just assuming advice is free here>
I guess in an emergency, you could try it, but there is not a lot to recommend self treatment, as you have obviously already failed at that in the past. You show up in California, it is three strikes and your out affair. They will throw away the key if you get arrested again.
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Tiny, I’m so sorry these dickwads are affecting you so deeply. Just remember, us regulars here, we love ya Tiny. Try not to let the maggots into your head, eh? We’ve got a real good bunch of folks here, just unfortunately, the hatemongers have attacked. Can you killfile them? Would that help you feel better if you don’t have to see their posts? Or respond, whatever makes you feel better. Just do what you have to do for yourself. I could care less if you want to engage them for the next 10 years. It’s YOU I care about. So whatever you do, it doesn’t matter to me. You mean a lot to me Tiny. Just wanted to say that. Okay. Mushy stuff done. Penis Measuring 101. Pissants. Peons. Morons. Maggots. Fuckheads. All of them that have pounced in here to carry on their "vendetta", with no regard for anyone else’s well-being. Fucking cocksuckers! love, kat "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:FIkz7.9975$%B6.2939435@typhoon.southeast.rr.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Triggers > * > * > ** > *** > ***** > ******* > Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and > I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut > or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply > a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When > I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me > down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me > with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I > heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister > who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while > I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten > up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris > taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry > for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I > just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up > again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > tiny dancer
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On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 21:21:46 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> wrote: > "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com>, in the message ><wBpz7.10109$%B6.3291…@typhoon.southeast.rr.com> posted this… >>And who exactly made you an authority on anything? One of the first things >>anybody in therapy learns is that one cannot compare "hurts." I posted >>this originally to the regulars in alt.trauma.ptsd, I stated it clearly. >>tiny dancer >Ignore her td, she’s one of those trolls from Canada. I don’t know >why she’s always making trouble for people…must be a mental problem >she has. >Regards, >Sweely
Hey there Sweely are you stalking me? I will turn you into your isp and if that doesn’t work, I will tell these people about your sexual preferences. If that doesn’t give them the heebee jeeebeee’s I don’t know what will.
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On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 22:00:15 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> chete…@yahoo.com, in the message ><pqcsstkkuk611260e627h8ta8ebfvvl…@4ax.com> posted this… >>On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 21:21:46 -0400, Sweely <csweely…@hotmail.com> >>wrote: >>> "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com>, in the message >>><wBpz7.10109$%B6.3291…@typhoon.southeast.rr.com> posted this… >>>>And who exactly made you an authority on anything? One of the first things >>>>anybody in therapy learns is that one cannot compare "hurts." I posted >>>>this originally to the regulars in alt.trauma.ptsd, I stated it clearly. >>>>tiny dancer >>>Ignore her td, she’s one of those trolls from Canada. I don’t know >>>why she’s always making trouble for people…must be a mental problem >>>she has. >>>Regards, >>>Sweely >>Hey there Sweely are you stalking me? I will turn you into your isp >>and if that doesn’t work, I will tell these people about your sexual >>preferences. If that doesn’t give them the heebee jeeebeee’s I don’t >>know what will. >For the last time – I WASN’T SNOOPING AROUND YOUR BEDROOM!!! >I was just checking the outlets for code violations…Jeeesh!
Well I had a trap set for you this time. I bought a web nanny cam and you didn’t get away with nothing. Besides, what the hell is someone looking for code violations doing with battery operated devices? You are a pervert, you belong in treatment.
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> >Now as for the ptsd, you have your opinion and I have mine. I merely wrote > >a couple examples of why I was triggered. They were in no way meant to be > >the worst or the least, just a couple examples. I wasn’t the one to call my > >problems "silliness" that was one of your guys. I don’t think anybody has > >the right to trivialize anybody elses problems. > Clearly you are so self-involved, you haven’t read a word I said.. > I leave you to your issues. You will get what you give.
And who exactly made you an authority on anything? One of the first things anybody in therapy learns is that one cannot compare "hurts." I posted this originally to the regulars in alt.trauma.ptsd, I stated it clearly. tiny dancer – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> >tiny dancer > >> On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" > >> <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: > >> >Triggers > >> >* > >> >* > >> >** > >> >*** > >> >***** > >> >******* > >> >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > >> >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > >> >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me > >and > >> >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > >> >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > >> >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth > >shut > >> >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because > >simply > >> >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). > >When > >> >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > >> >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved > >me > >> >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at > >me > >> >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > >> >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing > >I > >> >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby > >sister > >> >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her > >while > >> >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being > >beaten > >> >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like > >Kris > >> >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m > >sorry > >> >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but > >I > >> >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else > >up > >> >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > >> >tiny dancer
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On Thu, 18 Oct 2001 00:06:37 GMT, "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message >news:4jvrstgq788e2oca57328ivcsvnrttd6ru@4ax.com… ><snip> >I have no idea where to even start with you, but I never waltzed off >anywhere to post except right here on alt trauma ptsd.
Then I guess you got cross-posted by the scummies and their ilk You aren’t the first and won’t be last <G> Apparently this newsgroup has become their target of the week.. they get off on pushing buttons.. It amuses them .. > If somehow I ended >up in some assholes crosspost it was completely unintentional. We never >went seeking anybody out. These guys came over to this group to spout their >shit. And in the second place I said I protested the war, I never protested >the soldiers. I had two step brothers who both served in Nam, lost my first >really good friend when I was still in high school. I never treated the >guys anyway but with respect and sympathy. The fact that I thought the war >was a tragedy was directed at the politicians. It became unbearable to >watch family or friends being sent over there to a war that never seemed to >go anywhere except to injure and kill more and more young men. I was >against the war-never the soldiers. It broke my heart to spend time at the >VA hospital and see wheelchair after wheelchair of young men. That’s all >I’ll say about that.
Good. >Now as for the ptsd, you have your opinion and I have mine. I merely wrote >a couple examples of why I was triggered. They were in no way meant to be >the worst or the least, just a couple examples. I wasn’t the one to call my >problems "silliness" that was one of your guys. I don’t think anybody has >the right to trivialize anybody elses problems.
Clearly you are so self-involved, you haven’t read a word I said.. I leave you to your issues. You will get what you give. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->tiny dancer >> On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" >> <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >> >Triggers >> >* >> >* >> >** >> >*** >> >***** >> >******* >> >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an >> >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this >> >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me >and >> >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me >> >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger >> >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth >shut >> >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because >simply >> >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). >When >> >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my >> >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved >me >> >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at >me >> >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself >> >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing >I >> >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby >sister >> >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her >while >> >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being >beaten >> >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like >Kris >> >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m >sorry >> >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but >I >> >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else >up >> >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. >> >tiny dancer
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Hi td, It’s strange and psychotic how some people when they are threatened, especially when it comes to their masculinity, that they feel the only thing they can do is attack, follow someone around and attack some more. Why I said psychotic is that someone with PTSD might lash out once in anger, but unless attacked again it’s simply a defense reaction. When we stray into a place where we receive a negative reaction we don’t go back. Psychotics hold grudges, people with PTSD don’t have room for grudges, just triggers and usually only a defensive reaction. This NG is currently being attacked by a group of very sick people. That’s sad but hopefully their ISP’s will take some action. That we stand together is something that they can’t understand, and that scares them even more. You were there for me, back channel me if you need to. Hang tough, I know them and their attention span isn’t all that long. These geeks chased me here (sorry everyone, most likely could have headed it off if my system hadn’t gone down) because I said that I would never post to their NG again (actually I called it a cesspool). I’m giving them one day to mail me then they all get killfiled. I suggest that you do that now. You don’t need to be tormented by someone who is being chassed around by other people with a net. Hang tough td, Larry L.
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Been following the various threads with people from awv (the combat vets) and you – and I gather some others.. civilians.. with PTSD.. It’s interesting to me that you somehow feel devalued or that you’re bing attacked because it has been stated that there is a fundamental difference between ptsd as it would relate to the civilian world and that acquired in a combat situation.. This is a simple truth. And before you start thinking I’m attacking you.. I’m not.. not at all.. Some of your experiences as related below I have had myself.. on more than occasion.. and some others that I truly don’t think you have experienced. I have, for example, experienced the "joy" of my mother taccking with a carving knife because, in her eyes, I should not have been born. I spent as a child locked in closets (about 2, 3 years old).. and other things as well.. So.. do not presume to tell me that I do not know what you are talking about.. We can talk rape and being attacked by packs of dogs as well if you wish.. and "more".. That’s really all (and probably more than I choose to reveal.. but.. just to establish some.. minor "details"..). I have no intention of getting into further details beyond.. surfaces.. So.. you come over (or somehow end up) in a VietNam Veterans’ newsgroup.. and now you feel attacked. Listen.. I have been told on some occasions over the years that I have no value as a human being.. that I never will.. and I might as well "accept it" and deal with it. That I am nothng but a joke tolerated for amusement’s sake. .. a fucking civilian.. I get over it eventually.. and so do they.. I’ve gone off on a few people over time myself – over things that have "nothing" to do with them.. They have also kept me.. more stable in the support they have given – sometimes not obviously – but they have kept me together in a lot of ways at certain points in time.. because they do understand.. and probably in more ways than they even know.. But for someone like you.. or me.. to waltz in to a group of veterans – those on base, and particulary LRRP/combat/SF people and say you have PTSD.. well.. maybe you do.. maybe I do..in a civilian context.. who knows.. but the FACT is that it is "NOT" the same as combat acquired PTSD.. it just "isn’t".. Deal with it.. Somewhere I think it was mentioned that you protested the war – peace marches .. all that.. I will say one thing I’ve noted over time.. I have had many veterans say to me that, regardless of what happened to them in VietNam.. the way they were treated when they came home (by you? or someone like you?) was "worse" than the war.. and I believe that. You want to take that to it’s next logical step? We, back in the world, are a contributing factor to PTSD as suffered by veterans.. We should as hell didn’t help the matter any.. You are comparing migraines with neurosurgery.. You talk about being triviliazed. The truth is that when you walk in to a group like that and start talking about your PTSD.. you are trivializing "them".. You really are.. You have no idea.. that’s not acceptable. Best regards, Anne On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -<tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: >Triggers >* >* >** >*** >***** >******* >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. >tiny dancer
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"Lawrence Lusk" <lelvn…@charter.net> wrote in message
news:tsru0gcrfevk01@corp.supernews.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hi td, > It’s strange and psychotic how some people when they are threatened, > especially when it comes to their masculinity, that they feel the only thing > they can do is attack, follow someone around and attack some more. Why I > said psychotic is that someone with PTSD might lash out once in anger, but > unless attacked again it’s simply a defense reaction. When we stray into a > place where we receive a negative reaction we don’t go back. Psychotics hold > grudges, people with PTSD don’t have room for grudges, just triggers and > usually only a defensive reaction. This NG is currently being attacked by a > group of very sick people. That’s sad but hopefully their ISP’s will take > some action. That we stand together is something that they can’t understand, > and that scares them even more. You were there for me, back channel me if > you need to. Hang tough, I know them and their attention span isn’t all that > long. These geeks chased me here (sorry everyone, most likely could have > headed it off if my system hadn’t gone down) because I said that I would > never post to their NG again (actually I called it a cesspool). I’m giving > them one day to mail me then they all get killfiled. I suggest that you do > that now. You don’t need to be tormented by someone who is being chassed > around by other people with a net. Hang tough td, > Larry L.
Wow. Now he is a qualified physician. After all he ~is~ making a diagnosis. Or is it that he is just slinging more baloney around? — Don Thompson Another Thompson Scion
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"Anne" <faulknera…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:4jvrstgq788e2oca57328ivcsvnrttd6ru@4ax.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Been following the various threads with people from awv (the combat > vets) and you – and I gather some others.. civilians.. with PTSD.. > It’s interesting to me that you somehow feel devalued or that you’re > bing attacked because it has been stated that there is a fundamental > difference between ptsd as it would relate to the civilian world and > that acquired in a combat situation.. This is a simple truth. > And before you start thinking I’m attacking you.. I’m not.. not at > all.. Some of your experiences as related below I have had myself.. > on more than occasion.. and some others that I truly don’t think you > have experienced. I have, for example, experienced the "joy" of my > mother taccking with a carving knife because, in her eyes, I should > not have been born. I spent as a child locked in closets (about 2, 3 > years old).. and other things as well.. > So.. do not presume to tell me that I do not know what you are talking > about.. We can talk rape and being attacked by packs of dogs as well > if you wish.. and "more".. That’s really all (and probably more than > I choose to reveal.. but.. just to establish some.. minor > "details"..). I have no intention of getting into further details > beyond.. surfaces.. > So.. you come over (or somehow end up) in a VietNam Veterans’ > newsgroup.. and now you feel attacked. Listen.. I have been told on > some occasions over the years that I have no value as a human being.. > that I never will.. and I might as well "accept it" and deal with it. > That I am nothng but a joke tolerated for amusement’s sake. .. a > fucking civilian.. I get over it eventually.. and so do they.. I’ve > gone off on a few people over time myself – over things that have > "nothing" to do with them.. > They have also kept me.. more stable in the support they have given – > sometimes not obviously – but they have kept me together in a lot of > ways at certain points in time.. because they do understand.. and > probably in more ways than they even know.. > But for someone like you.. or me.. to waltz in to a group of veterans > – those on base, and particulary LRRP/combat/SF people and say you > have PTSD.. well.. maybe you do.. maybe I do..in a civilian context.. > who knows.. > but the FACT is that it is "NOT" the same as combat acquired PTSD.. it > just "isn’t".. > Deal with it.. > Somewhere I think it was mentioned that you protested the war – peace > marches .. all that.. I will say one thing I’ve noted over time.. I > have had many veterans say to me that, regardless of what happened to > them in VietNam.. the way they were treated when they came home (by > you? or someone like you?) was "worse" than the war.. and I believe > that. You want to take that to it’s next logical step? We, back in > the world, are a contributing factor to PTSD as suffered by veterans.. > We should as hell didn’t help the matter any.. > You are comparing migraines with neurosurgery.. You talk about being > triviliazed. The truth is that when you walk in to a group like that > and start talking about your PTSD.. you are trivializing "them".. > You really are.. You have no idea.. > that’s not acceptable. > Best regards, > Anne
I have no idea where to even start with you, but I never waltzed off anywhere to post except right here on alt trauma ptsd. If somehow I ended up in some assholes crosspost it was completely unintentional. We never went seeking anybody out. These guys came over to this group to spout their shit. And in the second place I said I protested the war, I never protested the soldiers. I had two step brothers who both served in Nam, lost my first really good friend when I was still in high school. I never treated the guys anyway but with respect and sympathy. The fact that I thought the war was a tragedy was directed at the politicians. It became unbearable to watch family or friends being sent over there to a war that never seemed to go anywhere except to injure and kill more and more young men. I was against the war-never the soldiers. It broke my heart to spend time at the VA hospital and see wheelchair after wheelchair of young men. That’s all I’ll say about that. Now as for the ptsd, you have your opinion and I have mine. I merely wrote a couple examples of why I was triggered. They were in no way meant to be the worst or the least, just a couple examples. I wasn’t the one to call my problems "silliness" that was one of your guys. I don’t think anybody has the right to trivialize anybody elses problems. tiny dancer – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> On Wed, 17 Oct 2001 19:10:29 GMT, "tiny dancer" > <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote: > >Triggers > >* > >* > >** > >*** > >***** > >******* > >Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > >explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > >bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and > >I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > >and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > >helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut > >or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply > >a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When > >I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > >father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me > >down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me > >with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > >walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I > >heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister > >who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while > >I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten > >up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris > >taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry > >for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I > >just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up > >again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > >tiny dancer
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote in message news:… > Triggers > * > * > ** > *** > ***** > ******* > Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and > I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut > or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply > a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When > I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me > down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me > with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I > heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister > who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while > I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten > up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris > taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry > for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I > just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up > again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > tiny dancer
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Triggers * * ** *** ***** ******* Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. tiny dancer
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Sorry, I accidentally clicked twice. :-( tiny dancer "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:p%lz7.9995$%B6.2999799@typhoon.southeast.rr.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote in message news:… > > Triggers > > * > > * > > ** > > *** > > ***** > > ******* > > Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > > explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > > bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me > and > > I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > > and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > > helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth > shut > > or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because > simply > > a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). > When > > I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > > father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved > me > > down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at > me > > with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > > walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing > I > > heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby > sister > > who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her > while > > I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten > > up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like > Kris > > taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry > > for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but > I > > just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up > > again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > > tiny dancer
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Do what you feel, TinyDancer. This actually is a support group. Steve "tiny dancer" <tinydancer…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:FIkz7.9975$%B6.2939435@typhoon.southeast.rr.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Triggers > * > * > ** > *** > ***** > ******* > Hey guys, all of the regulars who normally post here. I just felt an > explanation necessary because we don’t usually fall into this > bickering/blasting type dialog. This guy has been really triggering me and > I can’t seem to help it. If I don’t let it out it all backs up inside me > and feels just awful. He’s been pushing those buttons that trigger > helplessness once again. When I was little I learned to keep my mouth shut > or I’d get my face slapped off, I learned to hide any emotion because simply > a "look" could get you beaten up (I’ll wipe that look off your face). When > I see his vile posts directed to me or anyone else on this ng I see my > father towering over me at the top of the basement stairs after he shoved me > down them, the time my tailbone was broken. Or I see the witch coming at me > with a butcher knife saying "I’m gonna kill you tonight." I see myself > walking to kindergarten crying because as I left the house the last thing I > heard was "while you’re gone today I think I might kill Dee" (my baby sister > who once I left the house I knew there was no one there to protect her while > I was gone.). When this guy says his stuff it feels like I’m being beaten > up all over again and still not fighting back to stop it. Sort of like Kris > taking on her father. Or Kat and her phone problem. So anyway, I’m sorry > for what this guy is doing to me and I’ll try to not respond anymore, but I > just can’t take the feeling that somebody is beating me or anybody else up > again, even if it is psychologically and not physically. > tiny dancer
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