Question:
I did have delussions of running over people all of the time~~~ I thouht there where dismembered body parts stuck under my car so i had to keep checking constantly to look for blood or mutilated body parts (especially babies)~~ even trash at the side of the side of the road looked like possible body parts so I would have to drive back to look///At times I thought I could go back and help the dismembered body part alone as if i could find the owner~~~~The worst one is seeing whole babies half dead in the gutter with injuries almost dead and crying for help!—-I just want to help them!!! I did actually have an encounter with a dead woman who was killed in a grussome car accid/// I saw at close range (1 foot) her head smashed open ~~~no police were there so I got out to help them ///chunks of here brain were all over the place~~I kept looking at her crushed head for several minutes not believing she was dead for sure///My stupid OCD would not believe she was dead and maybe I could still help her soooo i looked and looked until i was sure she was gone////bad "OCD DRIVEN CHOICE!!!!!!!!"~~~~Post traumatic stress kicked in not long after//I now was twice as sick as before thanks to the O C D!!!!!!!!!
Response:
I’m so sorry you went through such a horrific experience. I hope airing it here has helped you resolve it. I too have similar obsessions about hitting people, you are not alone in this. Take care, Jonathan "There is nothing like a challenge to bring out the best in man." –Sean Connery
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