Trauma – PTSD

Question:

I don’t have a job…can’t handle the stress…Soy un perdador… What does that mean "soy un perdador?"

I am condemned, or I am doomed. You’re not, Lloyd, you’re not.  None of us are.  We have the ability to transcend our dx’s and our histories. Geni Light travels faster than sound.  This explains why many people seem intelligent until they open their mouths.

Response:

I have deep depression as a secondary diag to Post-traumatic stress disorder.

Well, those are both just labels for constellations of symptoms, maybe it is all one thing, maybe it is two things. Don’t get too heavy on the labels the docs use – the labels are for them to communicate with each other. So, they give you these two diagnoses, what do they give you for treatment? What are you getting? I don’t like showers because I always feel unsafe.

Got a bathtub? If not, maybe do a sponge bath. When winter camping people bathe in the snow, honest. What about a big dog, a weapon or some training in wrestling, ground-fighting, like ju-jitsu or sambo? have isolated myself to the point of almost no human contact besides members of my family.

You can take little steps to undo that. Just writing in to the newsgroup is a sort of little step. You can do another one too. I don’t have a job…can’t handle the stress…Soy un perdador…I’m a loser, baby So why don’t ‘ya kill me??????

What does that mean "soy un perdador?" I hate waking up screaming, makes me think it could trigger a heart attack. —    http://www.crosswinds.net/vancouver/~veb/    –

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I have deep depression as a secondary diag to Post-traumatic stress disorder. I’m either deeply depressed or having flashbacks and anxiety attacks…all the time…so tired…I really don’t want to die (I have before–not died, but wanted to ) but I don’t want to live either, ya know what i mean. I am so scummed out…My skin is peeling and I have enough dandruff to supply an Alaskan snowstorm. I don’t like showers because I always feel unsafe..I know that’s gross…I’m gross…I feel like half..if even that..of a man. I try, but I just can’t seem to take care of myself. I have isolated myself to the point of almost no human contact besides members of my family. I don’t have a job…can’t handle the stress…Soy un perdador…I’m a loser, baby So why don’t ‘ya kill me??????

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