Question:
I’m a male, and I’ve been a suffering from severe social anxiety and depression for almost 20 years, and most of it arises from psychological torture and rape by high school bullies, degrading me and stripping me of all self- esteeem and power. I’m Asian and this was done to me by JEWS and whites. Reading accounts of what women go through after physical rape and being battered by husbands/boyfriends, my psyche seems similar. I keep reliving those moments, exremely powerful ones, and can’t get htem out of my head. I had to drop out of college because the same thing kept happening. I just have that type of personality/demeanor which is like flypaper to abusive people ,and the effects just compund and get worse and worse. A lot of my trauma is that I didn’t do anything to fight back, and I could have. I can trace the trauma back to when Jewish guy started psychological torturing me because he was jelous I had gotten better grades. THen another JEW saw this and started piling on. THe first guy stopped after a year, but the second guy continued for four years. TTHe thing that reminds me of women being battered is that this guy would keep me around just to abuse me psychologically. I was so lonely and depressed that any attention, even this extremely negative attention couldn’t let me resist. Same thing happened in college with my freshman college roomate(roomates are randomly assigned and required as freshman) who was a football player. I was so desperate for attention that I remember even saying hi to him evenafter freshman year I am really fucked up. I am 33, never graduated college, never dated, never had a job, nad haven’t had any "friends" in 12 years. I can’t get those fucking bullies out of my head, and many times I just scream , throw things. I tried psychiatry, but the bitch’s course of treatment was to give me antidepressants and give me ultimatums. I actually got much worse since I started therapy. Is there a scientific or medical term for psychological rape and torture vitimization?
Response:
<snip I can empathize with much of what you have posted. However, I find your anti-Semitism disgusting, and I don’t waste time on bigots.
You really need to know that, even if the people that picked on you were white or jewish, there are assholes in every race. So first you need to stop that aspect. If you didn’t like your psychologist try someone else. Not all are the same.
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I’m a male, and I’ve been a suffering from severe social anxiety and depression for almost 20 years……
That sucks. Good luck getting the things you desire…… Sincerely Stewart —
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<<<< snip Is there a scientific or medical term for psychological rape and torture vitimization?
Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. Do a search on it. Also search ‘Stockholm Syndrome’ and ‘Bullying.’ While you are at it, you should also do a search on ‘Anti-Semitism’ and ‘Misogyny.’ No rush, really- there are conditions that might lessen as you deal with the underlying trauma. But if they don’t, you should confront these aspects of yourself and overcome them as well.
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discoursed thusly: I’m a male, and I’ve been a suffering from severe social anxiety and depression for almost 20 years, and most of it arises from psychological torture and rape by high school
bullies, degrading me and stripping me of all self- esteeem and power. I’m Asian and this was done to me by JEWS and whites. Sounds to me like you’re trying to play on my
sympathies by explaining that you’re a member of a visible minority. Look, *I* was sexually abused as a child, by *men*. That trauma has not prevented me from being able to like and respect men. So where the f*uck do you get off pretending that being abused by "Jews and whites" (as you put it) excuses you for being a bigoted asshole? What excuse do you suppose you would have to use if these convenient bogeymen hadn’t abused you in high school?
How odd that whenever someone refers to the Jewish/WASP racism he is accused of being bigoted. It is a fact that there is not an ethnic population more racistic than Jews and WASPs (except possibly the Germans and the Turks) and that the "chinks" are always an easy target for the mentally incapable Jews and fat white boys. As for someone f*ucking you a good many years ago, why are you frequenting these groups and don’t follow your own advice to cure yourself and solve your problems? Or maybe your trauma inhibits you from enjoying a good vaginal orgasm? If you can’t offer this guy any help, why don’t you just shut up instead of insulting his own experiences? Why you accuse him of bigotry without knowing the details of his past life that led him where he is? Sometimes silence is gold you know.
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It exists, but you don’t call it "rape". Only rape is rape, to call anything else rape cheapens it.
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