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Hi Richard,     I have an illness (Dissociative Identity Dissorder) that is closely related to PTSD; and although I do not suffer from BP I do require treatment for chronic and severe depression.  I still hope you will find my input useful.     The depression is controlled successfully by Effexor.  Unfortunately, the PTSD (which was a consequence of years of ab*se) causes me to feel the full punch of all of the past abuse whenever I am subjected to an attack by an ab*sive person.  The result is usually a change in identity and a long spell of depression that my Effexor won’t counter (even at 300 mg per day) an su*cide ideation.  So there is a link between the PTSD and the depression with is important to consider.     I also experience fl*shbacks in which I feel I am being drowned in rotting corpses.  The high Effexor dose appears to make these experiences more frequent and more severe.  Therefore there is a link between the treatment I must receive for depression and the fl*shbacks that arise from past abuse. I hope this commentary has given you some useful information, wParam

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My primary care doctor (the only reliable doc I have) has suggested that I look into the way Post Traumatic Stress Disorder -PTSD- influences my Bipolar 2. He knows me well enough (since 1998) to suggest some reading for me. Reading about my condition has not only helped me be more informed, it has also helped me reduce stress levels as I encounter mood swings. I wonder if anyone else participating here would be willing to relate any experiences they have had where PTSD has affected their BP. I’ve read that chronic PTSD is almost always comorbid with other disorders. But it seems to me, at least, that PTSD has a profound influence on my BP II. For example, the presence of PTSD may help to explain why I seem to be treatment resistant where meds are concerned. I can’t seem to find the right meds because of the instrusive thoughts rising from the repeated traumas I’ve suffered. I realize I have left this question open ended. So, I’m kinda hoping you all can make suggestions or relate ideas and experiences that I haven’t come across yet. I really believe that the better informed I am, the better my day to day experience with these conditions will be. Thank you all. And thank you to those who moderate and regularly contribute to this group. Richard Bruckner

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Thank you for your reply. I guess what I’m trying to understand is whether PTSD can "aggrivate" BP II Rapid Cycling. I just realized that I did not write that I have radid cycling in my previous post. If it does then this may be one reason why I’m having difficulty with meds. For example, lexapro can be prescribed for PTSD, but it has caused me to cycle faster. Also, diazepam – valium – can be prescribed for PTSD, but it makes my depressions deeper. My doctor and I have talked about this problem (he always encourages me to read and find out more, and he never seems worried about the ‘clock’) and he encouraged me to reach out to others in similar situations to see if they have different ideas for success or can warn me off potential mistakes. Any suggestions on how to circulate this question more widely would also be appreciated. Thank You All again.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi Richard,     I have an illness (Dissociative Identity Dissorder) that is closely related to PTSD; and although I do not suffer from BP I do require treatment for chronic and severe depression.  I still hope you will find my input useful.     The depression is controlled successfully by Effexor.  Unfortunately, the PTSD (which was a consequence of years of ab*se) causes me to feel the full punch of all of the past abuse whenever I am subjected to an attack by an ab*sive person.  The result is usually a change in identity and a long spell of depression that my Effexor won’t counter (even at 300 mg per day) an su*cide ideation.  So there is a link between the PTSD and the depression with is important to consider.     I also experience fl*shbacks in which I feel I am being drowned in rotting corpses.  The high Effexor dose appears to make these experiences more frequent and more severe.  Therefore there is a link between the treatment I must receive for depression and the fl*shbacks that arise from past abuse. I hope this commentary has given you some useful information, wParam

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My primary care doctor (the only reliable doc I have) has suggested that I look into the way Post Traumatic Stress Disorder -PTSD- influences my Bipolar 2. He knows me well enough (since 1998) to suggest some reading for me. Reading about my condition has not only helped me be more informed, it has also helped me reduce stress levels as I encounter mood swings. I wonder if anyone else participating here would be willing to relate any experiences they have had where PTSD has affected their BP. I’ve read that chronic PTSD is almost always comorbid with other disorders. But it seems to me, at least, that PTSD has a profound influence on my BP II. For example, the presence of PTSD may help to explain why I seem to be treatment resistant where meds are concerned. I can’t seem to find the right meds because of the instrusive thoughts rising from the repeated traumas I’ve suffered. I realize I have left this question open ended. So, I’m kinda hoping you all can make suggestions or relate ideas and experiences that I haven’t come across yet. I really believe that the better informed I am, the better my day to day experience with these conditions will be. Thank you all. And thank you to those who moderate and regularly contribute to this group. Richard Bruckner

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I’m afraid of people. I have a real imminent sense of danger among people, like they’re going to hurt me, physically, or that I’ll find myself in some predicament where I’ll be in danger because of the people I’m with, supposedly. I’ve been reading about social phobia, and mostly I read that it says a fear of embarassment and humiliation, but I don’t think that describes me accurately. I feel mostly a fear of danger, and a real fear of intimacy with others. I just always have these fears that I’m going to be killed, end up in jail, or another extreme circumstance if I hang out with people. I feel my security has been taken away.Most of my thoughts are spent trying to rationalize these fears; its really difficult though. I feel debilitated, and I don’t want to be around people because the power the feelings have over me, not because I don’t want to be around people, period. I don’t know about pscyhological labels, but does it come off like social phobia? I’ve been with this for three years now..

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Hi Freddy, Nothing you said surprises me, exactly. And, yes, all of those symptoms…fear of dealing with strangers…afraid that strangers are going to hurt you…or, lead you towards getting hurt/danger?! Fear of intimacy with others…invasion of your private space…feeling total lack of trust…the closer people come/the more you feel your inner security is being threatened…therefore, you can’t fully open up/or,relax…not until when people are long gone. Worrying about being violently killed(by strangers)…/or, going off to jail(where one might get killed/-or, otherwise, hurt: beaten/raped/tortured/humiliated/or, even being surrounded by complete strangers – who you just do NOT trust?! Jail, must be like a feeling of experiencing constant DOMINATION…-where you are no longer IN CONTROL, anymore-…coming from both prison warders/and, from fellow inmate prisoners!) The sense of, constantly, being dominated -or, led/misled- by being in others company(indicating past betrayal(s), possibly?! Or, being led by others down wrongful paths which, originally, you did not wish to go follow…; and, which when you did go follow down…; only ended in sorrow, or, otherwise, failure/heartbreak.) These are all similar feelings/imaginings to what I have to go live with, too. Also, the sense of feeling sad, cold, miserable, lonely when there is nobody left to be near to(someone, who you feel you, truly, CAN trust)…after you’ve gone and cut everybody else off…-maybe, even up to and including God/religion- therefore, you prefer NOT to be left totally alone?! And, yet, still you only feel, quite truly, SAFE -(not dominated/and, not being misled)- when your are left on your own. To me, these problems/and, sometimes, absolutely awful contradictions(offering no way out, apparently?!)…are all, quite recognisably, related to a person who is experiencing Social Phobia symptoms. -(Though, I’m certainly no doctor myself…; therefore, if you wish to find a proper diagnosis…; then, perhaps, you should go see a proper doctor just to make 100% sure??? But, then, again, do you really trust stranger doctors to make true/or, false correct/or, incorrect diagnosis about yourself?! What if the so called ‘experts’ do get it wrong…; which everybody knows does happen from time to time?!)- However, what I don’t understand is the following statement… I’ve been with this for three years now.. <<< I was expecting you to say…and, I’ve been suffering these feelings for an entire lifetime…for so long, I can’t even remember where it all started from, anymore(as in my own case)?! Thus, I can’t help but to inquire…if these same fearful/distrustful feelings are relatively, ‘new’…and, what exactly had happened 3 years back to make you start feeling this way like all of a sudden…/and, still not be able to have fully recovered, yet?! -(PTSD-Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, also, comes to mind.)- Is it anything you can remember…which lead up to this, apparently, sudden change in your behaviours/thinking/feeling…??? Sometimes, people seem to be born with phobias…/other times, people are known to develop it, quite suddenly, instead…usually, after having experienced some really ‘bad’ experience(s)…which they just can’t forget?!/Or else, which their ‘unconcious’ can’t forget?! Subject: is this considered social phobia? From: fjpo…@yahoo.com  (Freddy) Date: 14/05/04 15:00 GMT Daylight Time Message-id: <37728fe.0405140600.59567…@posting.google.com> I’m afraid of people. I have a real imminent sense of danger among people, like they’re going to hurt me, physically, or that I’ll find myself in some predicament where I’ll be in danger because of the people I’m with, supposedly. I’ve been reading about social phobia, and mostly I read that it says a fear of embarassment and humiliation, but I don’t think that describes me accurately. I feel mostly a fear of danger, and a real fear of intimacy with others. I just always have these fears that I’m going to be killed, end up in jail, or another extreme circumstance if I hang out with people. I feel my security has been taken away.Most of my thoughts are spent trying to rationalize these fears; its really difficult though. I feel debilitated, and I don’t want to be around people because the power the feelings have over me, not because I don’t want to be around people, period. I don’t know about pscyhological labels, but does it come off like social phobia? I’ve been with this for three years now.. <<<

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Not sure about this. I attended group therapy 12 years ago where a lady in the group had similar problems. She always felt the police were out to get her when she went outside and seen by people. Maybe it’s a little social phobia and some kind of post-traumatic stress reaction? Social phobia is mostly fear of embarassment. This could be something else. I hope you are or will be seeing professional help for this. At least you can find out if it’s something more serious than sp. "Freddy" <fjpo…@yahoo.com> wrote in message

news:37728fe.0405140600.595675bc@posting.google.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I’m afraid of people. I have a real imminent sense of danger among > people, like they’re going to hurt me, physically, or that I’ll find > myself in some predicament where I’ll be in danger because of the > people I’m with, supposedly. I’ve been reading about social phobia, > and mostly I read that it says a fear of embarassment and humiliation, > but I don’t think that describes me accurately. I feel mostly a fear > of danger, and a real fear of intimacy with others. I just always have > these fears that I’m going to be killed, end up in jail, or another > extreme circumstance if I hang out with people. I feel my security has > been taken away.Most of my thoughts are spent trying to rationalize > these fears; its really difficult though. I feel debilitated, and I > don’t want to be around people because the power the feelings have > over me, not because I don’t want to be around people, period. I don’t > know about pscyhological labels, but does it come off like social > phobia? > I’ve been with this for three years now..

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sounds like social phobia with some agorophobia type things.  I think anxiety disorders bleed into eachother from time to time.  Sometimes when I’m talking to someone I don’t really know and they are close to me, after a period of time I feel like they are about to strike me. It sucks when it happens but it makes me laugh when i think about it.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -quietguy wrote: >>"Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message <news:2ggtjcF2nqqbU1@uni-berlin.de>… >>>"quietguy" <david1…@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au> wrote in message >>>news:40A31B8D.D7E755F6@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au… >>>>Yep, I guess tho that I am happy not being a real (US) man.  I find >>>>invading other countries just to get  a madman re-elected, killing woman >>>>and kids just because they are not americans, >>>Gross simplification. Try _thinking_ rather than just knee-jerking… >>>>fighting a cowards war, >>>Believe me son, the guys who do the street-fighting and go in to clear >>>buildings room-by-room are _not_ cowards. > Of course they are not – it takes a brave man to enter a room, even if he is heavily armed > with a squad of men behind him, when there just might be some of those dangerous Iraqui > women and kids there – geez, the poor bloody yank might get squirted with a water pistol, or > (hopefully) pissed on by one those kids he and his mates so readily kill.

Look knock that shit off.  I know I’m a mess.  I have a bad knee two back injuries and I’m trashed. It’s harder than it seems.  No name calling or you’ll find out what happens when you piss off Katz Heitmann trust me it isn’t fun. I think they are doing the best they can.  Look man these kids have never seen this kinda shit over there give em a break they’re busting their asses so we can feel safe in our beds.  They need our support and love not a rap in the teeth.  They can’t help it they’re over there doing the job they are and as much as I hate Bush I’m not about to blame some poor jerk who can’t help it because the government wanted to bust Saddams balls.  They may fuck up but they are only human and I think they got a lot of guts. I may hate what is happening but I admire them for pulling through ok and wish them all safe passage.  I wish I could do more but if you knew what I been through then you’d know why that is impossible for me right now. But I can set the record straight.  If anyone is a coward it is people who can fight who stay here.  I don’t believe you have any right to call them cowards or judge them.  You have no idea what these guys have been through and neither do I but I’m closer to understanding than you are. I don’t think them heroes or great men and women but I do not care to have them insulted by the miserable likes of you. They are prepared to die for you shouldn’t that be enough for you? People like you piss me off bunch of fucking wimps hiding behind phoney morality thinking you are better than everyone.

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On 2004-06-01, Katz Heitmann <katz…@mindspring.com> wrote: > They are prepared to die for you shouldn’t that be > enough for you?  

While I support the troops about as much as anyone, and certainly more than our Fearless Leader is willing to support them, lets get one thing straight: the soldiers in Iraq are not dying for me, they are dying for our Fearless Leader’s personal agenda. At best they’re unwitting pawns, and at worst those who re-enlist aren’t being all that intelligent about their life choices. The folks in Iraq are dying for reasons which have nothing to do with the "defense" of the U.S.A.  If they all came home tomorrow it would be a horrible thing for the Iraqis, but no U.S. citizen would be in more danger because of their absence from Iraq. > People like you piss me off bunch of fucking wimps > hiding behind phoney morality thinking you are > better than everyone.

FYI, my local U.S. Marines Recruiting Sergeant was *very unhappy* after my physical exam, with the two conditions which prevented me from voluntary service in the U.S. Armed Forces.  He was very unhappy because I passed every other test to be a U.S. Marine (against the stereotype, Marines have to be much more intelligent than the regular Army). And none of my medical conditions are as wimpy as the "bad knee" or the "bad shoulder" which kept most of the current Republican Congresscritter rank and file out of service in Vietnam, but which don’t seem to hurt their current ability to jog or their current tennis/golf game in the least.

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"richard" <c…@dog.bird.eu> wrote in message

news:7j59n1-o3b.ln1@server.techdrive.foo… > If they where faked how come Pres Bush has come out on the media to > apologise for the events?

Richard, the American and British events are entirely separate. I was referring to the recent British ‘pissing’ photos which have been proved false and which were published by as part of a clear agenda by an avowedly anti-war newspaper. But through poor command structure and lack of internal discipline, the US Army has let itself down badly and probably has now finally lost the crucial campaign for ‘hearts and minds’ = lost the war.  Unfortunately their botched ‘occupation’ reflects on us Brits too, in the eyes of the Iraqis. There are always abuses in any war-fighting situation (including by the British). These are best dealt with using internal disciplinary procedures rather than by open publicity at the time, which can put more lives at risk. Only once the conflict is over – is the time for open publicity. Sgt. P

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Yep, I guess tho that I am happy not being a real (US) man.  I find invading other countries just to get  a madman re-elected, killing woman and kids just because they are not americans, fighting a cowards war, etc etc just not to my liking.  I guess I will just have to be content to be an ordinary guy. David – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Sargeant Perry wrote: > Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you…

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"quietguy" <david1…@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au> wrote in message

news:40A31B8D.D7E755F6@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au… > Yep, I guess tho that I am happy not being a real (US) man.  I find > invading other countries just to get  a madman re-elected, killing woman > and kids just because they are not americans,

Gross simplification. Try _thinking_ rather than just knee-jerking… >fighting a cowards war,

Believe me son, the guys who do the street-fighting and go in to clear buildings room-by-room are _not_ cowards.  The cowards are those Americans who sit around in safety in the prison, demean defenceless prisoners for fun, bringing dishonour to their own country, stirring the conflict and putting everybody else in greater danger. Sgt P

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Sargeant Perry wrote: > Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you… > Here’s a funny one

Join the army see the world meet interesting people and kill them.:) Try that one on for size sarg.

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Sargeant Perry wrote: > "blacknblue" <crewfan…@yahoo.com> wrote in message > news:b7362ea0.0405102325.2f36350d@posting.google.com… >>Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think >>I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you >>will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good >>thing. > As you should know by now the pictures were faked. So it’s actually the > Daily Mirror – and its quisling editor Piers Morgan – who have pissed on us. > This idiot, trying grubbily to sell more of his papers, has betrayed his own > country and also put our lads at further risk. Some now think he should be > shot for treason. > Sgt. P

I thought they were suspicious myself but kept my mouth shut.  I do that.  I keep my mouth shut when I think I know something until its confirmed. It was too convienent.  With an election coming up I don’t believe anything I read.  Besides the fundis needed an excuse to retailiate because they want to kill people.  They killed enough americans what makes us think that lying would be beneath them.   As much as I would love to help I’ve been through hell already and I don’t think I’m up for this hop.  I’ve had two back injuries, one really ugly incident with a guy I found out I have a condition which causes intense pain every month.  I imagine I could get through it because I’m tough but I don’t think I should.  Even though I support the military I don’t think I’d pass the physical.  Besides I could throw out my back again or the conditions might end up aggrevating my post traumatic stress disorder which I just managed to get under control again. I’m too badly fucked besides I’m more useful over here someone has to mind the store while the patriots are away.  It’ll be here when you get back if I have to beat the barbarians off with a baseball bat myself. Someone has to keep the bunch of intellectual sissies in line.  I think we should simply drop a bomb on them and kill them all let god sort them out.  Because they are lying murderous bastards I think the world is much better off without.  I can’t figure out why anyone wants to talk to them or is interested in capturing any of them alive.  If we simply waste them after we find out they are the ones we want then there will be fewer of them. It’s propaganda fundi propaganda I think they need some warm bodies to replace the people they wasted so they stir up the animals again maybe.   I’m trying to think of those monsters as people but I can’t do it I’m really sorry I can’t. I know they are a bunch of dupes but that really doesn’t help.  I’m afraid dropping the bomb may be the only way to stop it.  If we get them ground zero then there won’t be anyone to complain about our treatment of prisioners or champion the fundi cause because they will all be dead. It may prevent further problems.  If they want to hate america that’s just fine with me they can hate our guts all they want but when they start committing acts of terror that makes me mad.  I think they need to be taught when you fuck with the US of A she fucks back!

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -richard wrote: > Sargeant Perry wrote: >> "blacknblue" <crewfan…@yahoo.com> wrote in message >> news:b7362ea0.0405102325.2f36350d@posting.google.com… >>> Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think >>> I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you >>> will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good >>> thing. >> As you should know by now the pictures were faked. So it’s actually the >> Daily Mirror – and its quisling editor Piers Morgan – who have pissed >> on us. >> This idiot, trying grubbily to sell more of his papers, has betrayed >> his own >> country and also put our lads at further risk. Some now think he >> should be >> shot for treason. > If they where faked how come Pres Bush has come out on the media to > apologise for the events? > Richard :) Why am I even replying in this thread???

What are you mad that would be a political disaster?  They just found out so they don’t know how they gonna handle it.  The media is predominantly democrat and the president is republican so they will laught at him and the government if they find out he got conned. There’s an election coming up there is always mud slinging before an election it’s an american political tradition.  Kerry wants us out of Iraq and if he gets elected then he will pull us out.  For fuck’s sake these animals cut a civilian’s fucking head off.  He wasn’t even a soldier he was fixing stuff.  Have you had your head up your ass man? Why do you think this thing came out when it did and why do you think someone would wanna do that?  Even though I’d love to hack the guy’s nuts off or some equally horrible fate to befall him.  Polidiots manage to avoid the consequences for their actions so I do not really expect them to do anything to him.  Polidiots are people who think the world revolves around them and they oughta have the right to tell other people how they ought to be while manipulating large groups of people because large groups of people are stupid and panicky. They’ll probably pick a goat in the military someone they need to get rid of anyway.  That’s how it usually works double dealing playing both sides of the deck.  Lying manipulation, cover ups and picking goats. That is probably what’s gonna happen because when you deny it then people gonna wonder about you and whether you’re telling the truth or not so it is easier to say nothing and make something up to keep the stupid fuckers from rioting or getting upset. I admire the way Bush is handling this he’s too intelligent for my comfort. -katz

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message <news:2ggtjcF2nqqbU1@uni-berlin.de>… > "quietguy" <david1…@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au> wrote in message > news:40A31B8D.D7E755F6@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au… > > Yep, I guess tho that I am happy not being a real (US) man.  I find > > invading other countries just to get  a madman re-elected, killing woman > > and kids just because they are not americans, > Gross simplification. Try _thinking_ rather than just knee-jerking… > >fighting a cowards war, > Believe me son, the guys who do the street-fighting and go in to clear > buildings room-by-room are _not_ cowards.  The cowards are those Americans > who sit around in safety in the prison, demean defenceless prisoners for > fun, bringing dishonour to their own country, stirring the conflict and > putting everybody else in greater danger. > Sgt P

Agreed.

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Hello Sir, I’m afraid I’m too old to be joining up now(32). Maybe if I joined after finishing high school, my sp may or may not have improved but I respect all who serve in the defense of the country. Severe sp’ics may also not be able to pass the psychological testings required to enlist. However, I’ve been signed up with selective service since I was 18 and ready to go if ever called upon. Thanks. "Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message

news:2gah8iFkqm6U1@uni-berlin.de… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you…

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Erk! I didn’t know you meant the British army sarge! But thanks anways to the British army for staying true allies to the U.S. Well, I don’t agree with Bush starting the Iraq war at this point even though I agreed with Afganistan. In either case, I’ll be ready to go if the draft(US) takes me.

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> "Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message <news:2ggtjcF2nqqbU1@uni-berlin.de>… > > "quietguy" <david1…@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au> wrote in message > > news:40A31B8D.D7E755F6@REMOVE-TO-REPLYoptusnet.com.au… > > > Yep, I guess tho that I am happy not being a real (US) man.  I find > > > invading other countries just to get  a madman re-elected, killing woman > > > and kids just because they are not americans, > > Gross simplification. Try _thinking_ rather than just knee-jerking… > > >fighting a cowards war, > > Believe me son, the guys who do the street-fighting and go in to clear > > buildings room-by-room are _not_ cowards.

Of course they are not – it takes a brave man to enter a room, even if he is heavily armed with a squad of men behind him, when there just might be some of those dangerous Iraqui women and kids there – geez, the poor bloody yank might get squirted with a water pistol, or (hopefully) pissed on by one those kids he and his mates so readily kill. Or what about those brave guys that sit in a well armoured tank?  Those poor buggers might miss their favourite TV show or (heavens above) break a nail on a firing trigger. I have some sympathy for those poor buggers your mad president sends over there – but don’t try to make out they are brave – they do what they are told else they get shot or imprisoned, not because they are brave. If they were TRULY not cowards, they would refuse to shoot people who have done nothing wrong except to defy madman bush and try to defend their women, their, kids, and their country against the invaders. David – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> The cowards are those Americans > > who sit around in safety in the prison, demean defenceless prisoners for > > fun, bringing dishonour to their own country, stirring the conflict and > > putting everybody else in greater danger.

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"Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message <news:2gah8iFkqm6U1@uni-berlin.de>… > Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you…

Dear Sgt. Perry, Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good thing.

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In some instances it gives you the opportunity to become a world-wide celebrity so its advisable people to sign up and not bother with reality shows like Big Brother. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message <news:2gah8iFkqm6U1@uni-berlin.de>… > Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you…

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"blacknblue" <crewfan…@yahoo.com> wrote in message

news:b7362ea0.0405102325.2f36350d@posting.google.com… > Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think > I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you > will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good > thing.

As you should know by now the pictures were faked. So it’s actually the Daily Mirror – and its quisling editor Piers Morgan – who have pissed on us. This idiot, trying grubbily to sell more of his papers, has betrayed his own country and also put our lads at further risk. Some now think he should be shot for treason. Sgt. P

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And, all of the dead bodies covering Iraq are also fake too, I guess?! And, I’m not just talking Iraquis’, alone…; but, also, American bodies, too, as well. No matter how you choose to look at it…; occupational war is terrible! The sooner it stops…; then, the better for everyone concerned.

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Hey sarge, you made a good point. I’m no coward unlike some of the w*nkers here. It’s easy to complain about things -not so easy to act to make em better.  Britain needs volunteers. I’m off to my local recruiting office tomorrow. Anyone else join me? Jock "Sargeant Perry" <m…@privacy.net> wrote in message

news:2gbvjvF11colU1@uni-berlin.de… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> "blacknblue" <crewfan…@yahoo.com> wrote in message > news:b7362ea0.0405102325.2f36350d@posting.google.com… > > Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think > > I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you > > will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good > > thing. > As you should know by now the pictures were faked. So it’s actually the > Daily Mirror – and its quisling editor Piers Morgan – who have pissed on us. > This idiot, trying grubbily to sell more of his papers, has betrayed his own > country and also put our lads at further risk. Some now think he should be > shot for treason. > Sgt. P

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"Jockstrap" <j…@strap31.net> wrote in message

news:i49oc.136$AL1.62@newsfe1-win… > Hey sarge, you made a good point. I’m no coward unlike some of the w*nkers > here. It’s easy to complain about things -not so easy to act to make em > better.  Britain needs volunteers. I’m off to my local recruiting office > tomorrow. Anyone else join me? > Jock

Salvation Army?

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"Jockstrap" <j…@strap31.net> wrote in message

news:i49oc.136$AL1.62@newsfe1-win… > Hey sarge, you made a good point. I’m no coward unlike some of the w*nkers > here. It’s easy to complain about things -not so easy to act to make em > better.  Britain needs volunteers. I’m off to my local recruiting office > tomorrow. Anyone else join me?

Good lad! Sgt P

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mru…@aol.com (MrUK4U) wrote in message <news:20040511094731.07460.00001267@mb-m02.aol.com>… > And, all of the dead bodies covering Iraq are also fake too, I guess?! > And, I’m not just talking Iraquis’, alone…; but, also, American bodies, too, > as well. > No matter how you choose to look at it…; occupational war is terrible! > The sooner it stops…; then, the better for everyone concerned.

The irony is obvious…The NAZIs said the holocaust was fake…LOL! Joining the military these days is worse than joining a religious cult.  I for one know this to be true…Military robots just obey their commanding officers…like NAZI war criminals "I dwas only oveying der oders ov der furer!"

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Sargeant Perry wrote: > "blacknblue" <crewfan…@yahoo.com> wrote in message > news:b7362ea0.0405102325.2f36350d@posting.google.com… >>Have you butt-raped/tortured/killed innocent civilians?  I don’t think >>I will join your pissing soldier squadran anytime soon.  Maybe you >>will be the one to get pissed on next time round…this will be a good >>thing. > As you should know by now the pictures were faked. So it’s actually the > Daily Mirror – and its quisling editor Piers Morgan – who have pissed on us. > This idiot, trying grubbily to sell more of his papers, has betrayed his own > country and also put our lads at further risk. Some now think he should be > shot for treason.

If they where faked how come Pres Bush has come out on the media to apologise for the events? Richard :) Why am I even replying in this thread???

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The trouble with dealing with NAZI-type of thugs(I won’t even bother to say the word, people)…is they are BLIND to everyone else’s pain and suffering except their own. That’s why I give up doing any further arguing with them! Because, I’d much rather get on with ENJOYING all the rest of my day. Truly ‘deliberate’ fools ain’t never going to learn nothing new, anyway./-Bye The irony is obvious…The NAZIs said the holocaust was fake…LOL! Joining the military these days is worse than joining a religious cult.  I for one know this to be true…Military robots just obey their commanding officers…like NAZI war criminals "I dwas only oveying der oders ov der furer!" <<<

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Whereever there is war…there is loads of really deep shit that goes on…kids/innocent civillians getting killed/tortured/raped/-etc. Even if some of these stories really were fake…; then, there is no way, atall, that it’s ALL fake???!!! Some of it has just got to be true…; and, from what I personally have seen inside of reports by the media on tv/radio/newspapers/even on the computer…much of this sick stuff is for REAL! Personally, I think, that whenever foreign soldiers go and take over other peoples land…the general feeling is that they are NOT wanted there…which in turn leads to plenty of doubts/distrust…a sense of nobody LOVES me/everybody HATES my guts/in fact, people here are only interested in BLOWING me up…-(which, admittedly, is a whole LOAD of constant PRESSURE to have to deal with)-…and, so soldiers…or, those, at least, without enough self-discipline…tend to go, and, totally loose it completely, altogeather…thus, such tragedies can, and, indeed, do occur! If they where faked how come Pres Bush has come out on the media to apologise for the events? Richard :) Why am I even replying in this thread??? <<<

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Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you…

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Join the Army. See the World. And it will make a Man of you… <<< Or else, it could just turn you into becoming just another…TOTAL ASSHOLE…?!

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nice try, but you obviously haven’t read this guy’s, uh, well, he calls it poetry. "Il_riccio" <lunedin…@aliceposta.it> wrote in message

news:d4696a31.0405090000.4f9fb5ef@posting.google.com… > drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote in message

<news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com>… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > > stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that > > he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – > > because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there > > are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only > > natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of > > normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. > > I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in > > Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal > > neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called > > himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman > > who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal > > boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day > > and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched > > at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the > > boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who > > threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two > > of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had > > the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art > > for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The > > neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as > > normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal > > relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like > > ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, > > caring and ecstasy. > > Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve > > drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of > > normal people around the globe. > > In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on > > fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too > > long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast > > crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to > > choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same > > normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel > > righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people > > choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind > > it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer > > science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their > > disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, > > arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, > > degradation and abuse. > > In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. > > It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, > > give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of > > normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal > > people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African > > relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and > > brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day > > to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a > > continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such > > reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for > > resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. > > In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, > > and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to > > ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they > > have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal > > party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing > > meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more > > than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw > > sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with > > their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who > > are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out > > their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live > > productive lives. > > This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to > > around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American > > high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status > > games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he > > doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get > > laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young > > women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from > > feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their > > boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them > > have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to > > use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually > > abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want > > to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities > > that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four > > planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is > > just off the top of my head. > > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. > > http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket > But I need add something. > Don’t torture your brain with someone else’s pain. > The pain you suffer may be higher than the pain the people you are thinking suffer. > You don’t cut your genitals because some women get sexually offended. Correct ? > So in the same line, you don’t torture your brain.

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> >>I am currently involved in mental health treatment, > >You need it.  Rotsa ruck. > take a pill then, that’s what you people do all the time anyway. too > bad you didn’t have the courage to take on life without a pill but > you’re all weak and that’s okay, however please don’t say you feel > strong because it’s the pill in your gut talking. > — > Robert Neville

Whats the difference between shyness, bereavement, grief and Mental Health. Incidentally?

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"SpiritQuest" <SpritQu…@sbcglobal.net> wrote in message

news:1aYmc.6773$nH7.948@newssvr24.news.prodigy.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> "Panther" <pant…@asarian-intl.org> wrote in message > news:c7hh3l$3tf$0@pita.alt.net… > > Reminds me of the cartoon which showed an auditorium with a convention > > banner strung across the room stating "Welcome Normal People".  There was > > one person sitting in the room. > > He/she was obviously in denial. > I was *not*   :) } > > Panther

Were too <G>

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drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote in news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com: > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own.

Can you see the irony in what you just wrote?

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Lance Delacroix <la…@aol.com> wrote in message <news:empn90te3gphaanrp7e29slteod3q5g0li@4ax.com>… > On 7 May 2004 10:27:43 -0700, drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) > wrote: > >I am currently involved in mental health treatment, > You need it.  Rotsa ruck.

I think that the original message was fairly intelligent. Whether the original poster needs mental health treatment or not, is at a specialist’s discretion. And he has the right to say that the "normality" path offered to people in western  societies might be a bit… to say the least "funny". For example, alcoholism is somewhat institutionalized here in Spain, it’s the normal way of having fun. People drink and get killed in cars, cause driving drunk tends to be an ill fated activity. But drinking is normal, driving your car (as opposed to getting public transportation) is normal, so accidents are normal. That’s a funny normality to you! Mig

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On 7 May 2004 10:27:43 -0700, drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am >consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing >themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a >woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to >stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that >he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – >because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there >are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only >natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of >normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. >I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in >Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal >neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called >himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman >who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal >boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day >and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched >at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the >boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who >threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two >of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had >the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art >for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The >neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as >normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal >relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like >ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, >caring and ecstasy. >Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve >drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of >normal people around the globe. >In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on >fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too >long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast >crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to >choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same >normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel >righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people >choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind >it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer >science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their >disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, >arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, >degradation and abuse. >In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. >It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, >give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of >normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal >people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African >relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and >brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day >to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a >continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such >reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for >resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. >In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, >and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to >ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they >have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal >party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing >meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more >than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw >sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with >their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who >are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out >their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live >productive lives. >This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to >around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American >high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status >games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he >doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get >laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young >women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from >feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their >boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them >have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to >use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually >abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want >to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities >that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four >planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is >just off the top of my head. >And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, >rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people >who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are >evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their >record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own >qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal >people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, >rather than working together with abnormal people to create social >covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the >best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out >to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the >heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. >http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

nice poast Watch my mental breakdown as it happens. http://mspoopiepants.blogspot.com/ I’m posting…be very afraid. http://www.lolfun.com/flash_0603/funky_d.cfm Tank goodness for usenet to keep track of my major life events. "First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win." –Mahatma Gandhi If anything I’ve said seems useful to you, I’m glad.  If not, don’t worry.  Just forget all about it.  His Holiness the Dalai Lama

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote in message <news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com>… > I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that > he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – > because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there > are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only > natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of > normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. > I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in > Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal > neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called > himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman > who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal > boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day > and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched > at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the > boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who > threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two > of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had > the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art > for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The > neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as > normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal > relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like > ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, > caring and ecstasy. > Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve > drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of > normal people around the globe. > In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on > fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too > long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast > crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to > choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same > normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel > righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people > choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind > it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer > science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their > disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, > arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, > degradation and abuse. > In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. > It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, > give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of > normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal > people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African > relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and > brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day > to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a > continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such > reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for > resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. > In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, > and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to > ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they > have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal > party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing > meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more > than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw > sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with > their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who > are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out > their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live > productive lives. > This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to > around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American > high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status > games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he > doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get > laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young > women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from > feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their > boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them > have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to > use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually > abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want > to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities > that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four > planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is > just off the top of my head. > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. > http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

But I need add something. Don’t torture your brain with someone else’s pain. The pain you suffer may be higher than the pain the people you are thinking suffer. You don’t cut your genitals because some women get sexually offended. Correct ? So in the same line, you don’t torture your brain.

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It strikes me as strange we use a term like "normal" to fit what now amounts to stereotype, given how relative it is, and the way "normal" in it’s true-est sense, meaning, like the majority of people, is, at this point, variable from one city to the next…..from what i’ve seen, in the small amount of consistency there is…."normal" is no longer what the word conveys…..instead, in it’s proper application, it means "ungodly fucked up" — remove "NOSPAM" from address to reply, or wonder why your mail was returned "Bodhisattvacat" <drr0c…@yahoo.com> wrote in message

news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that > he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – > because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there > are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only > natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of > normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. > I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in > Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal > neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called > himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman > who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal > boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day > and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched > at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the > boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who > threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two > of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had > the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art > for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The > neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as > normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal > relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like > ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, > caring and ecstasy. > Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve > drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of > normal people around the globe. > In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on > fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too > long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast > crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to > choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same > normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel > righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people > choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind > it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer > science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their > disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, > arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, > degradation and abuse. > In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. > It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, > give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of > normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal > people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African > relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and > brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day > to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a > continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such > reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for > resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. > In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, > and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to > ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they > have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal > party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing > meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more > than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw > sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with > their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who > are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out > their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live > productive lives. > This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to > around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American > high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status > games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he > doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get > laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young > women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from > feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their > boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them > have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to > use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually > abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want > to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities > that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four > planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is > just off the top of my head. > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. > http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote in message <news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com>… > I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that > he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – > because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there > are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only > natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of > normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. > I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in > Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal > neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called > himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman > who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal > boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day > and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched > at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the > boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who > threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two > of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had > the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art > for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The > neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as > normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal > relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like > ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, > caring and ecstasy. > Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve > drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of > normal people around the globe. > In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on > fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too > long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast > crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to > choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same > normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel > righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people > choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind > it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer > science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their > disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, > arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, > degradation and abuse. > In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. > It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, > give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of > normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal > people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African > relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and > brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day > to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a > continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such > reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for > resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. > In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, > and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to > ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they > have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal > party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing > meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more > than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw > sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with > their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who > are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out > their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live > productive lives. > This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to > around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American > high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status > games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he > doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get > laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young > women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from > feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their > boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them > have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to > use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually > abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want > to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities > that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four > planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is > just off the top of my head. > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. > http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

You’re correct in everyword. Not normal is in every place of te world, wha deviates from the average standard (or from what is thougth it has to be).

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I felt bad about raping children untill I read that post, now I know that the normal people are wrong. Thank you. =)

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Ms Pnoopie Pnats wrote: > On Fri, 07 May 2004 18:10:31 GMT, "Alan B. Mac Farlane" <al…@sonic.net> wrote: >>try not to make them your higher power bodhi dude … and try to get behind >>post traumatic stress disorder and healing up the broken heart … to see >>modeled what healthy might look like … >>healthy is a different word then normal … > eggactlee > eveeone, iz someone elses weirdo > Watch my mental breakdown as it happens. > http://mspoopiepants.blogspot.com/ > I’m posting…be very afraid. > http://www.lolfun.com/flash_0603/funky_d.cfm > Tank goodness for usenet to keep track of my major life events. > "First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win." > –Mahatma Gandhi > If anything I’ve said seems useful to you, I’m glad.  If not, don’t worry.  Just forget all about it. >  His Holiness > the Dalai Lama

        Hi, P.  I hope you’re just dropping in to say Hi, and things are going well.   …How are things? Kirby

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Robert Neville at omega-…@no-family-allowed.com got all freaky paranoid ’bout the spyware and said: > On Fri, 07 May 2004 22:43:37 +0300, Lance Delacroix <la…@aol.com> > wrote: >> On 7 May 2004 10:27:43 -0700, drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) >> wrote: >>> I am currently involved in mental health treatment, >> You need it.  Rotsa ruck. > take a pill then, that’s what you people do all the time anyway. too > bad you didn’t have the courage to take on life without a pill but > you’re all weak and that’s okay, however please don’t say you feel > strong because it’s the pill in your gut talking.

I understand your pain, shithead. You’re harbouring feelings of repressed homosexuality, aren’t you? — Justin WWJD? (What Would Justin DO?)

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On Fri, 07 May 2004 18:10:31 GMT, "Alan B. Mac Farlane" <al…@sonic.net> wrote: >try not to make them your higher power bodhi dude … and try to get behind >post traumatic stress disorder and healing up the broken heart … to see >modeled what healthy might look like … >healthy is a different word then normal …

eggactlee eveeone, iz someone elses weirdo Watch my mental breakdown as it happens. http://mspoopiepants.blogspot.com/ I’m posting…be very afraid. http://www.lolfun.com/flash_0603/funky_d.cfm Tank goodness for usenet to keep track of my major life events. "First they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win." –Mahatma Gandhi If anything I’ve said seems useful to you, I’m glad.  If not, don’t worry.  Just forget all about it.  His Holiness the Dalai Lama

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LETS DO THE CROSSPOST AGAIN

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try not to make them your higher power bodhi dude … and try to get behind post traumatic stress disorder and healing up the broken heart … to see modeled what healthy might look like … healthy is a different word then normal … as I understand it – normal comes from the roman root word for "square". dig it dadd – o sumbuddie luvs ya :) in article 4f2532f6.0405070927.62890…@posting.google.com, Bodhisattvacat at drr0c…@yahoo.com wrote on 5/7/04 10:27 AM: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > stay out of jail."

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On 7 May 2004 10:27:43 -0700, drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) wrote: >I am currently involved in mental health treatment,

You need it.  Rotsa ruck.

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On Fri, 07 May 2004 22:43:37 +0300, Lance Delacroix <la…@aol.com> wrote: >On 7 May 2004 10:27:43 -0700, drr0c…@yahoo.com (Bodhisattvacat) >wrote: >>I am currently involved in mental health treatment, >You need it.  Rotsa ruck.

take a pill then, that’s what you people do all the time anyway. too bad you didn’t have the courage to take on life without a pill but you’re all weak and that’s okay, however please don’t say you feel strong because it’s the pill in your gut talking. — Robert Neville —-== Posted via Newsfeed.Com – Unlimited-Uncensored-Secure Usenet News==—- http://www.newsfeed.com The #1 Newsgroup Service in the World! >100,000 Newsgroups —= 19 East/West-Coast Specialized Servers – Total Privacy via Encryption =—

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Bodhisattvacat wrote: > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own.

I suppose all that depends on your own definaition of normal? But I guess the usual perception of normal is human, with all limbs and faculties in place, in good health and heterosexually inclined. Thats normal. All the rest of it is cultural, whats normal for you is abnormal for another. — Regards Lee ~~ No one is compelled to serve great causes, unless he feels fit for it. Sir Winston Churchill

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Reminds me of the cartoon which showed an auditorium with a convention banner strung across the room stating "Welcome Normal People".  There was one person sitting in the room. He/she was obviously in denial. Panther "Bodhisattvacat" <drr0c…@yahoo.com> wrote in message

news:4f2532f6.0405070927.62890400@posting.google.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am > consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing > themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a > woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to > stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that > he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – > because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there > are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only > natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of > normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. > I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in > Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal > neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called > himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman > who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal > boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day > and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched > at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the > boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who > threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two > of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had > the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art > for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The > neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as > normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal > relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like > ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, > caring and ecstasy. > Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve > drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of > normal people around the globe. > In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on > fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too > long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast > crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to > choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same > normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel > righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people > choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind > it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer > science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their > disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, > arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, > degradation and abuse. > In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. > It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, > give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of > normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal > people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African > relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and > brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day > to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a > continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such > reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for > resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. > In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, > and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to > ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they > have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal > party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing > meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more > than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw > sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with > their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who > are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out > their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live > productive lives. > This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to > around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American > high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status > games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he > doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get > laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young > women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from > feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their > boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them > have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to > use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually > abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want > to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities > that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four > planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is > just off the top of my head. > And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, > rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people > who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are > evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their > record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own > qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal > people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, > rather than working together with abnormal people to create social > covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the > best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out > to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the > heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. > http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

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"Panther" <pant…@asarian-intl.org> wrote in message

news:c7hh3l$3tf$0@pita.alt.net… > Reminds me of the cartoon which showed an auditorium with a convention > banner strung across the room stating "Welcome Normal People".  There was > one person sitting in the room. > He/she was obviously in denial.

I was *not*   :) } – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Panther

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I am currently involved in mental health treatment, and I am consistently encountering mentally ill people and alcoholics comparing themselves unfavorably to normal people. At an AA meeting recently, a woman said, "It’s normal not to cheat on your boyfriend. It’s normal to stay out of jail." A person told me in the program I’m attending that he is trying to have a normal life, but because he’s not normal – because he has a mental illness – he has to work at it. I am sure there are many people who, thinking themselves normal, regard this as only natural. Lest they feel too smug, allow me to consider the lives of normal people and whether or not they are worth emulating. I lived for six months in late 2002 in an upper-class neighborhood in Leesburg, Virginia with a girlfriend and her kids. Out of our normal neighbors, there was a 60-something normal married man who called himself a big dog and made passes on my girlfriend; a normal woman who, in addition to her normal second husband, had five normal boyfriends; a normal man who brutally beat his normal wife every day and broke his normal son’s jaw; a normal woman who constantly screeched at her normal husband and told my girlfriend’s daughter to dump the boyfriend she loved because he was black; and a normal woman who threatened me with violence. In the entire neighborhood, it was the two of us, a 26-year-old psychotic poet and a 46-year-old artist, that had the best relationship, being compassionate to each other, making art for each other, cherishing each other and having lots of fun. The neighborhood looked at our relationship as abnormal and at theirs as normal. The logical conclusion to draw from this is that normal relationships are worthless, and only in abnormal relationships like ours is it possible to have spirit, fun, beauty, passion, excitement, caring and ecstasy. Lest my sample of normal people be biased, and lest the conclusion I’ve drawn be incorrect, allow me to speak a bit about the activities of normal people around the globe. In rural India, the normal families drench with gasoline and set on fire the young wives with whom they have displeasure. It was not too long ago that the same normal people burned widows and tolerated a vast crimial underworld that ambushed travelers, befriending them only to choke them to death and make off with their possessions. These same normal Indian people are coming to the United States right now and feel righteous enough to attack the West’s noble tradition of people choosing whom they will marry and what career they will have, nevermind it is the people in the West who chose their careers in computer science that have created the jobs they are taking – and that their disgusting tradition of arranged marriages (as my friend called them, arranged rapes) can only be, and is, sustained through gross violence, degradation and abuse. In Africa, the normal people cut off the normal young girls’ genitalia. It gets worse; for the same normal people enslave normal kids in Sudan, give vaginal fistulas to normal women in Congo, cut off the arms of normal people in Sierra Leone and rape, torture and disembowel normal people in conflicts throughout that continent. A normal African relationship consists of the man getting drunk or high all the time and brutally beating his wife, while his wife works in the fields all day to provide food for an average of seven children per family in a continent full of starvation. The normal children begotten through such reproductive practices grow up to slaughter each other, struggling for resources that their normal leaders steal to buy villas in Riviera. In Brazil, the normal policemen use sewer children for target practice, and normal ranchers kill natives just to clear the land in order to ranch on it for two years, after which it becomes unusable and they have to clear more land and kill more people. In China, the normal party officials beat people to quadruplegia for the sin of practicing meditation and force women to have abortions in case they have more than one child. In Pakistan and Afghanistan, the normal Muslims throw sulfuric acid in the faces of women if they wear makeup or argue with their husbands. In Japan, the normal families who have relatives who are mentally ill keep them locked up in their homes, never giving out their secret to anyone and denying them the treatment they need to live productive lives. This is just part of the update on what the normal people are up to around the world; but let’s also look closer to home. In the American high schools, the normal kids use and demean sex to play cheap status games with each other, with the kid who has sex with five girls he doesn’t care about considered the stud – and the girl who waits to get laid until she finds someone she loves considered a loser. The young women are under pressure from the media to hate their bodies and from feminists to hate men, to also hate sex and use it only to keep their boyfriends, then get shrewish with their boyfriends for making them have sex with them and tell their daughters that men are out there to use women for one thing only. Normal American soldiers in Iraq sexually abuse their prisoners and think that that will get the Iraquis to want to be their allies. The normal American consumes in such quantities that, had the world consumed at that rate, there would be required four planets the size of Earth to provide all the resources. And this is just off the top of my head. And throughout this, the normal people believe themselves sane, rational and responsible and claim that they are better than people who they think are abnormal. They always say that abnormal people are evil, dangerous, irresponsible, weak, criminal or insane. But their record speaks for themselves that these, in fact, are their own qualities. The use of abnormal people as scapegoats allows normal people to indulge in their nastiness and feel righteous about it, rather than working together with abnormal people to create social covenants that are intelligent, workable and humane and reflect the best designs and the best values. Being normal is not all it’s cut out to be. I think I like being abnormal. I don’t get to share in the heritage of the normal people – and can make one of my own. http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket

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I believe I saw Yohimbe mentioned in Consumer reports as one of the most dangerous herbs on the market.  I would research a little more before taking such a supplement. Anonymous – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I have now added Yohimbe trees to my daily diet! Do you think they sell them at the local supermarket? ;-) If it’s anything like Yanni (sp?) I’ll pass! What’s Yanni? Just for you Caz, I will ask the realtor if there are any Yohimbe trees at any of these places I’m going to see. Tono Thank you my dear. I will come and visit and just sit by the trees munching all day :-D Love from Caz..x

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) HOWEDY People, Works for dogs as it works for people… except dogs need far less trauma stress and mistrust to make them psychotic cause they can’t rationalize that their abuser LOVES them and HURTS them to keep them SAFE.  "Of all tyrannies, a tyranny exercised for the good  of its victims, may be the most oppressive. Those  who torment us for our own good will torment us  without end, for they do so with the approval of  their own conscience." – C.S. Lewis.                       Figger it HOWET, People. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD): A very real condition By Dr. Abraham Twerski, M.D. http://www.jewishworldreview.com | It is rather strange that a condition which should have easily been identified on the basis of common sense was not recognized by the psychiatric profession until relatively recently. The term Post Traumatic Stress Disorder did not appear in the American Psychiatric Association manual until 1980. The reason this is important is because it indicates an attitude that can have bearing on recognizing the problem and instituting proper treatment. After World War I, soldiers who showed symptoms of anxiety, irritability, nightmares and inability to cope with life were considered to have "a bad state of nerves" which was termed "shell shock." It was thought that they were cowards who wished to evade combat. They were subject to shame and threatened with court-martial. It wasn’t until 1941 that the first clinical study entitled The Traumatic Neuroses of War was published. The author, Dr. Kardiner, pointed out that war neurosis was considered by many physicians to be a "hysterical neurosis," and that this term led people to think that the patient was weak willed, malingering and trying to get something for nothing. After World War II, a more enlightened attitude developed, with the realization that prolonged combat could break even the strongest soldier, and that the psychiatric casualties of war were as real and as inevitable as gunshot and shrapnel wounds. It was not until the Vietnam war that the condition of "traumatic neurosis" was legitimized. The resistance to recognizing that trauma can have long-term psychological effects still persists. Although there is sympathy for those who were victims of catastrophic trauma such as an earthquake, tornado or terrorist attack, there is a less positive attitude toward people who sustained personal trauma. As a result, people who have suffered personal trauma are hesitant to seek help for their problems. They may do their utmost to cope and may actually function quite well, but the unresolved residuals of the trauma may cause emergence of symptoms at any time. Shame and guilt may result in the memory of the trauma being buried in the subconscious mind, beyond one’s awareness. Children who suffered abuse or molestation may have difficulties in school performance and socialization. A variety of pedagogic and psychological techniques may be used to help them, but as long as the trauma remains a secret and unattended, they are not likely to succeed. The emotional aftermath of childhood trauma may cause serious disturbances in marriage and in parenting. People seeking psychological help may not even recall traumatic events of childhood. These must be skillfully elicited and dealt with. Young children are extremely impressionable, and childhood trauma may have a much greater impact than similar trauma in adulthood. After World War II, some psychiatrists tried to treat the combat neurosis by administering sodium amytal ("truth serum"). Under the effect of this drug, some patients were able to recall and describe the trauma. However, mere recollection did little to relieve their symptoms. What is necessary is an understanding and integration of the experience into consciousness. One must become aware of the emotions incident to the trauma, how they have caused the memory to be walled off and how they are affecting one’s current behavior. Symptoms of PTSD can occur anywhere from days to years after the trauma. Their effect on a person’s functioning may range anywhere from minimal to totally disabling. The primary symptoms fall into three categories: Hyperalertness, Intrusions and Suppression. Hyperalertness means that the person is constantly on guard, as if danger is lurking and may occur at any moment. He is easily startled by noises or by any unexpected movement. The ring of an alarm clock or someone entering the door without knocking may trigger a reaction. The mind may perceive these as a threat, and the body may respond with the features of the "fight or flight" reaction. A person with hyperalertness may find it impossible to relax. He may have difficulty in falling asleep and may awaken several times during the night, with or without nightmares. Sleep deprivation may result in poor concentration, impaired memory and moodiness. People who live with expectation of danger may actually precipitate some mishap. The tension and suspense that something terrible is going to happen may be so intolerable that they do something "to get it over with." They may start a business venture and do something to make it fail. They may have a good relationship and act in a manner that will make the other person reject them. They may be more prone to accidents. Each failure or accident may reinforce their feeling that the world is stacked against them. The consequences of their anxiety breeds more anxiety in a vicious cycle that is reminiscent of the words of Job, "I felt great anxiety, and what I feared would happen did happen to me" (Job 3:25). A person should experience joy in life. People with morbid expectations may be unable to accept feeling joy. They may fear that if they enjoy something they may lose it. One young mother with PTSD said that she dreads walking over to the baby’s crib for fear that she would not find the child alive. "I don’t feel I deserve to have such a beautiful baby." There was no logic to this fear. It was a symptom of her expecting something terrible to happen. Parents with PTSD who have morbid expectations may be so overprotective of their children that they cause them to become hyperalert and anxious and stifle their growth. Intrusion means that the traumatic incident keeps coming back and intruding into their awareness. Any one of many things that is in any way reminiscent of the traumatic incident may cause the person to feel he is reliving it. This is called a "flashback." In order to avoid flashbacks the person may restrict his activities to avoid something that may trigger one. The person may avoid reading a newspaper, a book, or meeting people who may in some way trigger a flashback. He may become isolated and socially withdrawn. For example, some Holocaust survivors may avoid reading anything referring to the Holocaust, or even meeting other survivors for fear of experiencing a flashback of terror. Night terrors in the way of dreams are intrusive. People who have experienced a personal assault at night may not leave their homes at night. A child who leaves the home at night may trigger an intrusive thought, and they may forbid their children to go out at night. Suppression refers to keeping the thought out of awareness. Because it is a subconscious process it should more correctly be referred to as "repression." It is similar to the bodily defense of fainting upon an acute pain so that the pain cannot be felt. Some people describe the experience of a trauma as though it was not happening to them. This repression can occur both at the moment of the trauma or at any time later. Something which is too painful to realize may be banished from awareness Clinically, this is especially important in cases of child molestation. The memory of the experience may be so laden with the negative feelings of fear, shame and guilt, that the person may not recall it. Nevertheless, the memory exists in the subconscious mind, from where the noxious feelings of fear, shame and guilt associated with the incident continue to exert their effect. The person may be depressed and/or have problems ranging from low self-esteem to loathing oneself, without a clue as to why one feels that way. She may employ any of the coping tactics described in my book Life’s Too Short. Difficulties in interpersonal relationships and disturbances of marriage may be the result of such incidents. Because the causative trauma is not recalled, the person may attribute these difficulties to a variety of other causes, none of which are true. Even in therapy, the focus may be on resolving these other causes, which does nothing to alleviate the problem because the real cause is not addressed. Some people may recall a traumatic incident and even describe it, but the memory is devoid of emotion and meaning. Allowing oneself to think about the memory might bring back the painful feelings one wishes to avoid. Rape is one of the most devastating traumas a human being can experience. Proper management of the acute trauma may help forestall severe PTSD, but support and therapy may be necessary for a longer time. A man who had been mugged at night developed a fear of night. He took a job where he worked from 11PM to 8 AM, because that enabled him to stay awake all night. He was frightened of being defenseless when asleep. The feeling of loss of control that is characteristic of trauma may result in strange ways of trying to gain control. Some people may develop superstitions or magical thinking. Some people may say that they had premonitions of a disaster and that they have omens about what may happen. Some may convince themselves that they brought the trauma onto themselves, and although this may cause them to feel guilty, the idea of "I caused it" can mean "because I made it happen, I can make it not happen." Ironically, the painful feeling of guilt may provide a modicum of relief because it may give … read more »

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Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD? My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it. The question is if there is a separate DSM for this or do they clump them all together, and do you think the LTD insurance people will view this as a "different animal" that falls outside pre-existing condition clause? Thanks in advance for your input. Chuck

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permanently into the ether: Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD?

That depends on what the LTD criteria are–you will have to read all that boring stuff.  You may need someone to help you understand it–ask for an advocate, if allowed.  Or talk to an attorney. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it.

This mess MUST be straightened out by your doctor.  Does your doctor know what you have told us here?  She/he needs to know how their words may affect your eligibility.  You need to tell your doctor the rules and she/he must do their best to make sure you fall within the eligibility criteria.  This is not something you can really do on your own. I think you need an attorney, who will also take your social security case and one that is familiar with LTD and STD plans in your area. BTW, lithium is never (well almost never) used to treat unipolar depression–so I’m thinking your doctor is mixed up.  Or not telling you everything.  Why is your diagnosis constantly changing?  Ask your doctor. The question is if there is a separate DSM for this or do they clump them all together, and do you think the LTD insurance people will view this as a "different animal" that falls outside pre-existing condition clause?

The DSM is only used to put a name/label to your symptoms.  What is important are your symptoms and what you are able to do (normal life activities).  SSA has it’s own list of "disorders".  So it is possible, that every different form of aid you get will have different criteria.  This is why an attorney would be most useful. Ask your doctor what experience she/he has helping clients obtain social security, LTD, STD and early retirement. BTW, if you can take an early retirment–it is probably worth more than unemployment would be–see if you can negotiate with your employer. In any case, your LTD policy holder is trying NOT to pay you–so you may have to go to court to get what you deserve.  Just because they deny you now, doesn’t mean you should roll over and accept it–you will need to fight for it!  Good luck! HTH, Nancy Just knockin’ around the zoo. (James Taylor)

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I read all the replies and thank every one for their input. Chuck – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD? My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it. The question is if there is a separate DSM for this or do they clump them all together, and do you think the LTD insurance people will view this as a "different animal" that falls outside pre-existing condition clause? Thanks in advance for your input. Chuck

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD? My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it.

AFAIK, Unipolar Depression is the same thing as Major Depression.  it seems weird they’d give you both dx’s. -kelly

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD? My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it. AFAIK, Unipolar Depression is the same thing as Major Depression.  it seems weird they’d give you both dx’s. -kelly

If your current disability is based on the psychiatric diagnoses you describe and you were treated for these problems during the pre-ex period then you will not qualify for LTD.  On the other hand, if you are currently disabled by a physical condition (like a broken leg, for example) then the psychiatric treatment during the pre-ex will not be a problem for you. S. Shipko, M.D. http://www.algy.com/pdi

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Help: Can DSM code save me from being denied LTD? My Short Term Disability has just run out.  The company that handles my Long Term Disability (same company that handles the STD) tells me that the LTD has a pre-existing condition clause.  If I was treated for something between 6-17-03 and 6-18-04 then it is considered pre-existing and I do not qualify. I am being treated for: Major Depression/Recurring, Sever 296.30 Generalized Anxiety D/O 300.02 Post Traumatic Stress Disorder 309.81 Panic Disorder W/O Agoraphobic 300.01 In the last several weeks my pdoc has been treating me for Unipolar Depression.  I have never had this diagnosis before, and she is augmenting my meds with lithium for it. The question is if there is a separate DSM for this or do they clump them all together, and do you think the LTD insurance people will view this as a "different animal" that falls outside pre-existing condition clause? Thanks in advance for your input. Chuck

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Hi some of those meds he is on like zocor can cause muscle spasims…like chest pain…mu husband took zocor..and it had a lot of terrible side effects….did nothng to lessen his cholesteral…but left him with chest pain, mucle weakness and nausea….other meds he is taking  mimic one another..sounds like you may need a second opinion…i may not be a doctor..but he sounds a bit over medicated….Later all, Hugz to all, Gypsy

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Blackbird, I had to respond since you are from my hometown – though I live in Vegas now. I know a bit about the treatment you receive in small towns like Greenvile as my parents have had similar medical problems.  It is just my opinion that it is worth the time and effort to seek out the best available doctor in the metroploitan area (even if you can only afford a single visit) – a life is worth it.  Just speaking from experience as my Mother was treated in that town and suffered greatly until she went to Duke Medical Center. It was worth the drive!

Thanks for the info.  Should the psychoanalyst not be able to help him, I believe that will be my next step.  It didn’t even occur to me to go out of town because while Greenville is nowhere near the size of Atlanta or Charlotte, I thought sufficient help would be readily available here. Thanks again, y’all!! Blackbird

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everyone that: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain I don’t feel the need to go through them one by one – but some are almost identical, some do the same things (with two prescribed instead of one) – and some just aren’t for what you say above (as in, not at all). While many of these listed above were not created for what the doctor has prescribed, this list is correct.

There are many off-label uses for many meds, I know. But Celexa and Lexapro? They’re the same medication with some slight modifications. They both do the same thing. That means Celexa, Lexapro (same med for all practical purposes) AND Tofranil? I’m sorry. I’m not a doctor but I play one on TV. They’d kill me off the series if I prescribed those 3 meds together – and I need the work ;) These meds are from four specialists: internist is treating diabetes, cholesterol and gout; podiatrist treating nerve pain; gastroenterologist is treating stomach problems and the p-doc has prescribed the first three lines listed.

I can only really comment on what I’m familiar with, which would be the first 3 lines from the pdoc. I don’t think s/he’d even qualify for a TV role! E… — I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

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Hi Blackbird I am so sorry for what your husband is going through right now and also for what you are going through. Its very hard to watch a loved one be in so much pain and not know what to do to help them. Its great that you are such a supportive person. I think his nine months of sobriety is a major accomplishment with everything else he is dealing with right now. I am not real good at giving advice but from reading his list of medicines it seems like he is way over medicated. If I were you I would get him to another doctor as quickly as you can. He is on a lot of really strong medicines and I really dont see how that could be good for him. At least get a second opinion and see what another doctor has to say about his symptoms and all the medicine he is on. I hope you can find someone to help him Deb . – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My husband is a recovering alcoholic(sober for 9 months now!) who still has nearly constant chest pain.  Says it feels like a tightening band .  He’s had it for at least acouple of years.  He is being treated for anxiety/panic, depression and diabetes.  Nothing seems to help this pain.  He also has bouts of sweating even if it is not hot. These are usually accompanied with nausea/vomiting/diahrrea. Also, he describes his anxiety as a feeling of constant fear like something is about to happen (I guess that’s what called a "sense of impending doom".  He used to be very self-confident but can no longer assert himself at all.  He feels weepy much of the time. Does anyone else have CONSTANT anxiety symptoms like this? Anyone here find relief for this? His meds are: Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain You’d think all of this stuff would help somehow, if it didn’t zonk him out completely. Sure would appreciate any feedback. Blackbird

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everyone that: This is a joke, right?   E… Sadly, this is not a joke.  I am frustrated nearly as much as he is with the psychiatrist.  He has recently started seeing a psychotherapist(in the same practice with the p-doc.  Why did it take almost two years to get counseling?) Also, he was diagnosed by counselor whom he is no longer seeing(long story) as having Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as a culmination of many things that have occurred in his life. I just wanted to know if it is common for folks with anxiety to feel this way all of the time.

People with anxiety disorders can feel like shit for any length of time, but shouldn’t feel that way ALL of the time once proper help is begun. I’ve been to the bottom – I know what it’s like. I also know that with bad help (pdoc) I didn’t get any better. I also know that with the ‘correct’ help (meaning a damn good doc and a damn good therapist) my life was mine again for the taking. It took work on my part, but I needed the ‘team’ of knowledgeable professionals to help me. It seems to me that in this case, proper help is the last thing he’s getting. As I suggested previously, get thee to another pdoc right away. That med regime isn’t doing any good – and duplicates and triplicates itself in some cases. He can feel and get well (or certainly a whole lot better) with proper help. This seems a RUN, don’t walk, situation regarding seeing another doc! There is nothing more important….. E… — I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

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Blackbird, I had to respond since you are from my hometown – though I live in Vegas now. I know a bit about the treatment you receive in small towns like Greenvile as my parents have had similar medical problems.  It is just my opinion that it is worth the time and effort to seek out the best available doctor in the metroploitan area (even if you can only afford a single visit) – a life is worth it.  Just speaking from experience as my Mother was treated in that town and suffered greatly until she went to Duke Medical Center. It was worth the drive!

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I appreciate all of the feedback.  Your responses concur with what I had pretty much concluded already.  Too much medicine.  And, get this, every time I ask other sources (other doctors) for a recommendation regarding a good p-doc, guess who they send me to?  You got it.  This guy calls himself an "addictionologist" – that’s why we went to him in the first place.  When my husband first sought his help two years ago, he (my husband) was actively drinking and told the doctor so.  Yet the doc still prescribed many tranquilizers/benzos.  Go figure.  This doctor is in Greenville, SC, so if anyone wants the name of someone to avoid, send me an email. Why does dh still seek his help – he needs the Xanax.  It seems to be the only thing keeping him from going off of the deep end.  My main inquiry here has been to determine what extent are most sufferers’ symptoms.  Anyone here have experience with PTSD?  Not that I’m asking one do divulge personal details, just curious about what/how/where one has gotten help and how long one has suffered before realizing releif. Later, Blackbird

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Just a thought. Replace the xanax with Ativan. I have read where it is for people with alcohol withdrawl. Xanax made me more nervous in alot of ways so I went over too ativan. I am not a recovering alcoholic but I have read where this helps. It would take a few days for the xanax to get out of him once on ativan.

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This is a joke, right?   E…

Sadly, this is not a joke.  I am frustrated nearly as much as he is with the psychiatrist.  He has recently started seeing a psychotherapist(in the same practice with the p-doc.  Why did it take almost two years to get counseling?) Also, he was diagnosed by counselor whom he is no longer seeing(long story) as having Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as a culmination of many things that have occurred in his life. I just wanted to know if it is common for folks with anxiety to feel this way all of the time. Tks, Blackbird

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Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain I don’t feel the need to go through them one by one – but some are almost identical, some do the same things (with two prescribed instead of one) – and some just aren’t for what you say above (as in, not at all).

While many of these listed above were not created for what the doctor has prescribed, this list is correct.  Seroquel, for example, was not developed for anxiety, but was found to help anxiety sufferers.  I know of at least one other person who takes Seroquel for anxiety. While Lexapro and Depakote are primarily prescribed for depression, the pdoc said that it would help with his insomnia.    Also, Neurontin has been found to help folks with nerve damage pain even thought that is not what it is primarly prescribed for.  Can’t remember right now what it is for. These meds are from four specialists: internist is treating diabetes, cholesterol and gout; podiatrist treating nerve pain; gastroenterologist is treating stomach problems and the p-doc has prescribed the first three lines listed.  All four of these doctors are aware of what the other is prescribing, believe me.  I have to keep a record of all of this on the PC. So no, this is not a joke and yes, these meds are taken as prescribed. Thanks for the feedback, Blackbird

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My husband is a recovering alcoholic(sober for 9 months now!) who still has nearly constant chest pain.  Says it feels like a tightening band .  He’s had it for at least acouple of years.  He is being treated for anxiety/panic, depression and diabetes.  Nothing seems to help this pain.  He also has bouts of sweating even if it is not hot. These are usually accompanied with nausea/vomiting/diahrrea. Also, he describes his anxiety as a feeling of constant fear like something is about to happen (I guess that’s what called a "sense of impending doom".  He used to be very self-confident but can no longer assert himself at all.  He feels weepy much of the time. Does anyone else have CONSTANT anxiety symptoms like this? Anyone here find relief for this? His meds are: Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain You’d think all of this stuff would help somehow, if it didn’t zonk him out completely. Sure would appreciate any feedback. Blackbird

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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – My husband is a recovering alcoholic(sober for 9 months now!) who still has nearly constant chest pain.  Says it feels like a tightening band .  He’s had it for at least acouple of years.  He is being treated for anxiety/panic, depression and diabetes.  Nothing seems to help this pain.  He also has bouts of sweating even if it is not hot. These are usually accompanied with nausea/vomiting/diahrrea. Also, he describes his anxiety as a feeling of constant fear like something is about to happen (I guess that’s what called a "sense of impending doom".  He used to be very self-confident but can no longer assert himself at all.  He feels weepy much of the time. Does anyone else have CONSTANT anxiety symptoms like this? Anyone here find relief for this? His meds are: Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain You’d think all of this stuff would help somehow, if it didn’t zonk him out completely. Sure would appreciate any feedback.

Wonderful to see you take such an interest in helping your hubby. Having a supportive and understanding partner is something that has helped me enormously. Firstly congrats on your hubby’s 8 months of sobriety.  That is a huge achievement. Seems like your hubby has a mix of mental and physical probs. Sometimes it can be hard to differentiate between what is physical pain and what is caused by irrational thoughts and fears. I don’t know about all the medication you listed, but sometimes the combination needs to be tweaked to get all conditions under control. Constant anxiety, chest pain, nausea and feelings of doom are typical symptoms of Generalised anxiety disorder. Whilst I don’t have this myself, I know of many who do have it and a combination of medication and cognitive behavioural therapy is what has helped them. Hope you get some specific feedback from those who suffer from GAD and wishing your hubby all the best. Vanessa :)

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everyone that: His meds are: Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain

You’re joking – and if not – I’d suggest getting him away from whatever idiot doctor is prescribing these medications. Just don’t pull the plug on the current meds without a ‘different’ doc doing the weaning. I don’t feel the need to go through them one by one – but some are almost identical, some do the same things (with two prescribed instead of one) – and some just aren’t for what you say above (as in, not at all). This is a joke, right?   E… — I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met.

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You’d think all of this stuff would help somehow, if it didn’t zonk him out completely. Sure would appreciate any feedback. Blackbird

Hi Blackbird, Your husband has been prescribed a great deal of drugs, if he hasn’t responded to this enormous amount of medication, it means these drugs or some of them are not working for him.  I suggest a second opinion at a reputable psychiatrist who also is familiar with recovering alchoholics. This large amount of medication may not be the answer.  There is nothing to lose in geting a second opinion, and everything to gain. Also, AND MOST IMPORTANT, drugs alone will not give your husband the confidence he needs to work with this disorder.  half the treatment is medication, the other half should be cognitive and pro-active.  There are many books out there about behavior therapy techniques that help with anxiety, there are capable therapists to aid him with improving his coping skills.  Keeping a journal during the process is helpful as you can chart your progress and be able to understand your setbacks.  So much of living successfully with an anxiety disorder comes from within.  Medication is a tool, but he needs other tools as well.  Your hubby needs a full "toolbox" of skills to help him cope.  Sounds to me that he is only getting half what he needs and lives in fear with little confidence.  Once he starts learning some coping skills his confidence will grow.  You can’t send a soldier into battle with only protective body armor (ie meds) he needs weapons too, a whole variety (ie coping skills).  I hope this helps Blackbird. Always, AD

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His meds are: Xanax (8mg/day-yes that 8.0mg not 0.8) and Seroquel for anxiety Celexa and  Tofranil  for depression Lexapro and Depakote for insomnia Levcin for IBS Protonix for GERD/ulcers Glucophage and Actos for diabetes Lopid and Zocor for cholesterol Allopurinol for gout Neurontin for nerve pain

This is a joke, right?  If for some chance it isn’t he needs a new doctor. Duplicate meds and meds for nothing even close to their purpose.  I honestly hope that this is a joke, if it isn’t doctor(s) need to be called now. Jess

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Alias wrote: > "hoofPrints" <equsphotog…@hotmail.com> wrote in message > news:3FCDEF0D.DB65F4B2@hotmail.com… > > Pete nospam Zakel wrote: > > > In article <3FB8179C.D7EB9…@hotmail.com> HoofPrints > <equsphotog…@hotmail.com> writes: > > > >Dave bluehound wrote: > > > >> I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! > > > >> Where’s your proof in that? > > > >You didn’t read them all then.  some of them were divided into groups. > > > I have, and the ONLY study that showed a higher risk of ANY cancer with > > > marijuana was the head and neck cancer study, and the only higher risk > was > > > with marijuana combined with tobacco. > > > And the study was too small to be conclusive. > > > The best and largest study to date is that performed by Kaiser > Permanente > > > in California, and that found NO increase in morbidity caused by use of > > > cannabis. > > Oh Good.  Kaiser who can’t read do damn anything right has run a study on > Marijuana!! > > I think I will pass on how correct their information is regarding their > study. > > Hoof > Personally, I don’t care if cannabis is good or bad for you. If one were to > not eat, smoke or drink things that are "bad" for you, there wouldn’t be > much to eat, smoke or drink. I mean with all the pollution that spewed out > of motor vehicles, you can’t even walk down the street if one were to use > your standards.

I know you don’t care Cody, it was enuff for me that you admitted you needed a bowl to cool the smoke down so your throat didn’t burn when you inhaled. Hoof

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -hoofPrints wrote: > Pete nospam Zakel wrote: > > In article <3FB8179C.D7EB9…@hotmail.com> HoofPrints <equsphotog…@hotmail.com> writes: > > >Dave bluehound wrote: > > >> I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! > > >> Where’s your proof in that? > > >You didn’t read them all then.  some of them were divided into groups. > > I have, and the ONLY study that showed a higher risk of ANY cancer with > > marijuana was the head and neck cancer study, and the only higher risk was > > with marijuana combined with tobacco. > > And the study was too small to be conclusive. > > The best and largest study to date is that performed by Kaiser Permanente > > in California, and that found NO increase in morbidity caused by use of > > cannabis. > Oh Good.  Kaiser who can’t read do damn anything right has run a study on Marijuana!! > I think I will pass on how correct their information is regarding their study. > Hoof

Yaknow!1 Now that you mention Kaiser  as an Authority for Marjuana studies, I wonder, how many of their staff were participants in that study. Could explain all the crap care they re giving like reading drs orders incorrectly,, fouled up liver biopsies that never hit the liver and anything else where they give crap care.  Their crap care complaints are too numerous to remember each and every Kaiser Fuk up I Have read about in these NGs throughout the years. Hoof – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > -Pete Zakel > >  (p…@seeheader.nospam) > > "Descartes thought an animal, > >  That couldn’t talk, > >  Couldn’t think, or so he taught, > >  But to summise, > >  My cat thinks otherwise."

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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Pete nospam Zakel wrote: > In article <3FB8179C.D7EB9…@hotmail.com> HoofPrints <equsphotog…@hotmail.com> writes: > >Dave bluehound wrote: > >> I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! > >> Where’s your proof in that? > >You didn’t read them all then.  some of them were divided into groups. > I have, and the ONLY study that showed a higher risk of ANY cancer with > marijuana was the head and neck cancer study, and the only higher risk was > with marijuana combined with tobacco. > And the study was too small to be conclusive. > The best and largest study to date is that performed by Kaiser Permanente > in California, and that found NO increase in morbidity caused by use of > cannabis.

Oh Good.  Kaiser who can’t read do damn anything right has run a study on Marijuana!! I think I will pass on how correct their information is regarding their study. Hoof – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> -Pete Zakel >  (p…@seeheader.nospam) > "Descartes thought an animal, >  That couldn’t talk, >  Couldn’t think, or so he taught, >  But to summise, >  My cat thinks otherwise."

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pure_DNA wrote: > From :  bluehou…@hotmail.com (Dave  bluehound) > Message-ID : <befac85e.0311161614.eb6d…@posting.google.com> > [ Gay   S N I P ] > PVTS esq.

U  ===========S-E-X-I-S-T  !! Hoof

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In article <3FB8179C.D7EB9…@hotmail.com> HoofPrints <equsphotog…@hotmail.com> writes: >Dave bluehound wrote: >> I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! >> Where’s your proof in that? >You didn’t read them all then.  some of them were divided into groups.

I have, and the ONLY study that showed a higher risk of ANY cancer with marijuana was the head and neck cancer study, and the only higher risk was with marijuana combined with tobacco. And the study was too small to be conclusive. The best and largest study to date is that performed by Kaiser Permanente in California, and that found NO increase in morbidity caused by use of cannabis. -Pete Zakel  (p…@seeheader.nospam) "Descartes thought an animal,  That couldn’t talk,  Couldn’t think, or so he taught,  But to summise,  My cat thinks otherwise."

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Welcome back!!!  Campo turds flying all about seems to be the order of the day.  Be careful you don’t get hit by an errant throw.  Cody tosses em like a girl.  LOL Elmo   http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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How do you handle a hungry Cody?  Turd Handlers! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -elmoemer…@webtv.net wrote: > Welcome back!!!  Campo turds flying all about seems to be the order of > the day.  Be careful you don’t get hit by an errant throw.  Cody tosses > em like a girl.  LOL > Elmo   > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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Just to let everyone know!! Mr. bluehound and I have come to terms with one another outside of this ‘public’ NG!! And it was exploded at a definite target date. All this crap over pot and someone’s dick!! You all need your heads examined!! life is to high up on my list. Hoof – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -spokin wrote: > elmoemer…@webtv.net wrote in message <news:7395-3FBAAEFD-630@storefull-2311.public.lawson.webtv.net>… > > I’m not supposed to have stake, Dave.  It’s got too much iron. > > Elmo > Hey, y’all, I couldn’t stay away. Elmo, your name isn’t Elmo, but you > are on a roll man! LOL! > I feel for bluehound and hoof too. Too many anomalies left in > conversations. Anomalies as in unexploded ordinance. It can kill ya. > Mark > > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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HoofPrints wrote: > Just to let everyone know!! > Mr. bluehound and I have come to terms with one another outside of this ‘public’ NG!! > And it was exploded at a definite target date. > All this crap over pot and someone’s dick!! > You all need your heads examined!! > life is to high up on my list. > Hoof

Now forgive me if I tell you all to take a flying leap and GET FUCKED. Hoof Dave ya got me in a very bad time period and I had forgotten the date!! In country myself at the moment, take care – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> spokin wrote: > > elmoemer…@webtv.net wrote in message <news:7395-3FBAAEFD-630@storefull-2311.public.lawson.webtv.net>… > > > I’m not supposed to have stake, Dave.  It’s got too much iron. > > > Elmo > > Hey, y’all, I couldn’t stay away. Elmo, your name isn’t Elmo, but you > > are on a roll man! LOL! > > I feel for bluehound and hoof too. Too many anomalies left in > > conversations. Anomalies as in unexploded ordinance. It can kill ya. > > Mark > > > http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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I’m not supposed to have stake, Dave.  It’s got too much iron.   Elmo http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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elmoemer…@webtv.net wrote in message <news:7395-3FBAAEFD-630@storefull-2311.public.lawson.webtv.net>… > I’m not supposed to have stake, Dave.  It’s got too much iron.   > Elmo

Hey, y’all, I couldn’t stay away. Elmo, your name isn’t Elmo, but you are on a roll man! LOL! I feel for bluehound and hoof too. Too many anomalies left in conversations. Anomalies as in unexploded ordinance. It can kill ya. Mark – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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You don’t want us to point out that she wears combat boots or anything of that nature then, eh Dave?  We love your wife, man!   Elmo PPPPPTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHAAAAAAA And don’t even mention my wife, that is one insult I will not tolerate. <<< You have a wife? Poor dear. — http://community.webtv.net/elmoemerson/DocElmosHepFile

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Dave bluehound wrote: > Hoof, >     I must offer an apology.  I allowed you to push my buttons.  These > days it doesn’t take much.  I’m SURE you only had my best intentions > in mind.  I came back at you in my usualy way, with violent > intentions.  I see you posted numerous times trying to prove your > point.  The two that I read didn’t prove your point at all, except > maybe in YOUR head…most were a combination of Alcohol and pot.  Not > VALID. That was never the argument…alcohol and pot, that’s the way > the goverment trys to condem pot smokers, because they can’t do it on > just pot alone they lump them in with people that drink.  The article > I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! > Where’s your proof in that?

You didn’t read them all then.  some of them were divided into groups. >     About my warning in the post where YOU pinged me.  Please take it > seriously.  As I said, and I’ll repeat….you don’t know me.  Don’t > fuck with people you have no idea how their going to react.  Not only > do I have riba rage I was diagnosed long ago with PTSD (post traumatic > stress disorder) with documented violent tendency.

And I don’t suggest that you threaten me, cuz you don’t’ know me either. You also don’t know who I know who service and where they served.  I am sure you both would get off on the stories from NAM.  HIs includes the government giving them meth lsd and cocaine to go up into cambodia. Pretty much the same stuff  you have experienced in your tour of Nam. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Why do you imagine > my fellow warriors, (I’ve been a soldier most of my life), nicknamed > me blueHOUND?  Because I’m tenacious when on the scent, I never give > up the quary.  Like a typical pack of hounds I’m never satisfied until > I have the quary by the throat.  They use to call me "the Hunter", > until I tracked a sniper that shot me, (he should have killed me) for > four days through the jungle until I caught him and strangled him with > my hands.  I brought his scalp back as proof.  If you doubt me I’ll > send you a picture of his scalp.  I still have it.  I immed. became > Bluehound.  Blue because I use blue camo paint on my face, and hound > because of the above. >     Damn…I’m doing it again.  Sorry.  Just please don’t fuck with > me.  Not now, at this stage of my tx.  Really show me how smart you > are and leave me the fuck alone.  And don’t even mention my wife, that > is one insult I will not tolerate.  Ok I just deleted the threat I was > going to make but, PLEASE TAKE HEED.  For the last time, DON’T FUCK > WITH ME.  I will ignore you, please ignore me and we’ll both live long > lives with all our limbs intact.  Bluehound

Ok, I won’t let your adrenaline rush combine with my adrenaline rush. Peace!! Hoof

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Hoof,     I must offer an apology.  I allowed you to push my buttons.  These days it doesn’t take much.  I’m SURE you only had my best intentions in mind.  I came back at you in my usualy way, with violent intentions.  I see you posted numerous times trying to prove your point.  The two that I read didn’t prove your point at all, except maybe in YOUR head…most were a combination of Alcohol and pot.  Not VALID. That was never the argument…alcohol and pot, that’s the way the goverment trys to condem pot smokers, because they can’t do it on just pot alone they lump them in with people that drink.  The article I read on pot and lung cancer was in THEIR WORDS…INCONCLUSIVE!! Where’s your proof in that?     About my warning in the post where YOU pinged me.  Please take it seriously.  As I said, and I’ll repeat….you don’t know me.  Don’t fuck with people you have no idea how their going to react.  Not only do I have riba rage I was diagnosed long ago with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) with documented violent tendency.  Why do you imagine my fellow warriors, (I’ve been a soldier most of my life), nicknamed me blueHOUND?  Because I’m tenacious when on the scent, I never give up the quary.  Like a typical pack of hounds I’m never satisfied until I have the quary by the throat.  They use to call me "the Hunter", until I tracked a sniper that shot me, (he should have killed me) for four days through the jungle until I caught him and strangled him with my hands.  I brought his scalp back as proof.  If you doubt me I’ll send you a picture of his scalp.  I still have it.  I immed. became Bluehound.  Blue because I use blue camo paint on my face, and hound because of the above.     Damn…I’m doing it again.  Sorry.  Just please don’t fuck with me.  Not now, at this stage of my tx.  Really show me how smart you are and leave me the fuck alone.  And don’t even mention my wife, that is one insult I will not tolerate.  Ok I just deleted the threat I was going to make but, PLEASE TAKE HEED.  For the last time, DON’T FUCK WITH ME.  I will ignore you, please ignore me and we’ll both live long lives with all our limbs intact.  Bluehound

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