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i love to play guitar too. but i never had any lessons and so i suck. then my strings broke (three at the same time) so i put it away for a short time. my outlet is painting, and computer artwork. you can e-mail me at : w.man…@att.net and you can see my virtual gallery, (please keep in mind that i have not worked on it in a really long time…) at : http://wmanco.hypermart.net/ and if you see anything wrong with it e-mail me. oh, and by thhe way, my name irl is will 
thank you all. -will <damod…@webtv.net> wrote in message
news:1281-3E1AF6AC-56@storefull-2191.public.lawson.webtv.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> RU4Real, > I am in a similar situation and I fully realize the complete futiity > they can make you face. Absolutely drive you crazy it will. > The first thing they did with me was repeatedly search m belongings and > repeatedly ask me if I had a gun. > I suppose they planned it all out. > The cops……this was all several years ago at the beginning. > Anway, one thing I am very thankful for is that, although they can > ignore me, I have the platform of my guitar music from which to > contradict their perspectives and their flawed judgements. > If you would like, e-mail me and I’ll send you the address of a copy of > my recent CD’s insert. I’m selling it around town. > I can not explain how thankful I am for my guitar and the platform it > presents me.I truely do not know how you can handle being degraded like > they have done without such an outlet. > I am so so so thankful for my music and I can resist their tyranny and > oppression with it. And I will continue to do so. > And I am very sorry for those who they have killed, those who have died > because of their inhuman, mechanistic approach to handling our Social > Security accounts. > Of course, you can not dispute that people have died because of the way > Social security treated them. I accept fully that some would have died > going through what I have, and what you have. Surely some of us die at > their hands. > I thank God for my music or I’d have no idea where I would have wound up > at this point. > Good luck RU4Real. > Damodara
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"ru4real?" <w.man…@worldnet.att.net> wrote in message
news:bEnS9.30805$p_6.2590843@bgtnsc04-news.ops.worldnet.att.net… > they were also thinking of putting me on zanax? i’m not sure how to spell > it. since my problems are directly related to stress. does stress do this to > anyone else?
I would watch out for the Xanax, from what I understand it is a lubbly jubbly drug and makes you feel heaps better but the more you take the more you want……….. just hearsay maybe, people that have talked on this newsgroup. In the UK it is a forbidden drug, purely because of it’s addictive nature and is impossible to get hold of. Michelle
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Everytime I get put on zanax I try and commit suicide. Every single time. Even klonopin is bad for me. "daft duck" <daft.d…@nowhere.com> wrote in message
news:YdES9.1637$vq3.52234@newsfep1-gui.server.ntli.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> "ru4real?" <w.man…@worldnet.att.net> wrote in message > news:bEnS9.30805$p_6.2590843@bgtnsc04-news.ops.worldnet.att.net… > > they were also thinking of putting me on zanax? i’m not sure how to spell > > it. since my problems are directly related to stress. does stress do this > to > > anyone else? > I would watch out for the Xanax, from what I understand it is a lubbly > jubbly drug and makes you feel heaps better but the more you take the more > you want……….. just hearsay maybe, people that have talked on this > newsgroup. In the UK it is a forbidden drug, purely because of it’s > addictive nature and is impossible to get hold of. > Michelle
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xanax is highly addictive and supposedly is only given as a short term drug. I loved it. Called it my "make-the-world-go-away" pills. It sure does work for anxiety. woo wooo…. Damo
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i don’t know if i said it before, but thank you for all of your help. i just worry sometimes, that one day this is not going to go away, and i will completely loose what is left of my mind. it’s really scary. -will <damod…@webtv.net> wrote in message
news:27559-3E198F39-1167@storefull-2194.public.lawson.webtv.net… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hi Will, > I hope you have appealed the decision to cut your benefits. > It is NOT "free money" but part of the New Deal. > That is your social security account and it sounds like they’ve juggled > the cards around on you. > PLEASE tell me you have appealed. > I have similar problems. > Damodara
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ru4real,post your address and maybe people will send tou money, I will send you $5 dollars,maybe others will too. Bowzer moon
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no. i will figure out something… what i really need is some understanding friends to whom i could talk to. i would feel even worse if i had to ask people who i liked to send me money. -will "Bowzer Moon" <bowzerm…@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:UlsS9.2092$eB1.362983@news.randori.com… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> ru4real,post your address and maybe people will send tou money, I will send > you $5 dollars,maybe others will too. > Bowzer moon
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RU4Real, I am in a similar situation and I fully realize the complete futiity they can make you face. Absolutely drive you crazy it will. The first thing they did with me was repeatedly search m belongings and repeatedly ask me if I had a gun. I suppose they planned it all out. The cops……this was all several years ago at the beginning. Anway, one thing I am very thankful for is that, although they can ignore me, I have the platform of my guitar music from which to contradict their perspectives and their flawed judgements. If you would like, e-mail me and I’ll send you the address of a copy of my recent CD’s insert. I’m selling it around town. I can not explain how thankful I am for my guitar and the platform it presents me.I truely do not know how you can handle being degraded like they have done without such an outlet. I am so so so thankful for my music and I can resist their tyranny and oppression with it. And I will continue to do so. And I am very sorry for those who they have killed, those who have died because of their inhuman, mechanistic approach to handling our Social Security accounts. Of course, you can not dispute that people have died because of the way Social security treated them. I accept fully that some would have died going through what I have, and what you have. Surely some of us die at their hands. I thank God for my music or I’d have no idea where I would have wound up at this point. Good luck RU4Real. Damodara
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Hello Will, It sounds like you are going through a really bad time right now. It sure doesn’t help that Social Security is so ignorant of the reality of people like you. I don’t know if I can help at all, but I wanted to respond and let you know I am a sympathetic listener/reader. I can relate to your feeling abandoned and not trusting anyone, especially doctors. In my opinion, psychiatric meds *are* poison, but I don’t have hallucinations to deal with so I can’t say what would be the ideal solution for anyone but myself. We all know that ECT and restraint is bad for human beings, as are most psychiatric hospitals. In a way, I agree with your mother about dealing with hallucinations by ignoring them. But that’s because I’ve read a book about, and been in contact with, people who have formed support groups of "voice hearers". They learn to deal with voices in essence by telling them where to get off every time they come to bother them. I found this website among others: http://www.hearingvoices.org.uk/resources11.htm But your voices have apparently given you good advice. It must be scary to hear voices, but from what I can understand they’re not all that much different from thoughts. Some of my thoughts are helpful to me and some of my thoughts are harmful. It might be worth your while to sort out which ones you want to listen to. And maybe keep up with the massage therapy, that’s always a good idea. I also wanted to say that it seems pretty clear that your wife loves you, so of course there’s hope that you will get out of this hell very soon. I wish you the best of luck. Katie "ru4real?" <w.man…@worldnet.att.net> a
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